C19

Vanilla pov

I strode to my room and started to pack up my bag filling it with clothes, that was my decision I couldn’t imagine being alone with Dave again. That was final and I wouldn’t come back for this even if Dave tried to force me.

I called one of my classmates and she was like a close friend to me. She was already living on her own, she got a part-time job and a small apartment and it was going to be okay to live with her. That was good for me and for Dave. We should be apart from each other for a while till everything come back to as it used to be. And at least if time didn’t heal that then it will be okay after moving to a dorm and starting my college years. Sooner or later everything between us will die eventually. Maybe after meeting anew guys in college I would discover that I didn’t love Dave at all. Just hoping so because it really makes me sick and feeling disgusted that I did that to my mom.