Jenny pov
Yes, I jumped! And I didn't give a fuck about that mating bond. I had no idea if that was something real or not. But I didn't feel like holding onto that faking bond anymore. I was stronger than that. I could feel it.
I broke the mating bond to be clear with Zachary in case if he found the truth later and tried to get me back. I didn't believe in mating anymore.
And I had no place to go. I didn't jump to kill myself.
But from the way I loved the touches of water over my body and after making sure that I was born to an Alpha bear shifter, I became convinced that I had so much more than a weak, miserable mistress. I felt how strong I was, even so, I didn't touch any sign physically for that. Maybe because by all these kicks, I was supposed to lose my baby, but I didn't, so perhaps that gave me a hint that I did have a lot of power, but I didn't discover any of it.