Marcus pov [rogue Alpha]
I didn't dream of being with her, I did, but I didn't have high hopes. At the start, I thought what angers me the most is that she was with Juan, and she sacrificed her childhood to be next to him hopelessly.
I had no idea what happened to me. But I couldn't call it weakness towards her, but caring for her.
All I cared about when she disappeared is to find her and get her back safe.
I was the King of the rogues, but I would never kill anyone who didn't do anything wrong. I kill guilty creatures only.
I admit that I did a lot of bad things.
But I wanted her to be happy.
And I was sure even if the King of vampires loved her, he would never end up with her.
She wasn't immortal. To him, she was going to live with him for part of his life only.
But for Juan, or me, she was going to live till the end of our lives.
I argued to find her first. I was stubborn, and I would never get back from my plans easily.