chapter 8

Kinn-

"Hey, whats wrong. why are you making a sad face." I asked Porsche who still holding my hand tightly.

"where are you going." He asked with very sad look.

"I have a meeting. I will came back soon. wait for me here." I asked him to stay at home.

"But I also want to go outside "he sad agressively.

"I want to go home. why I am here?" He said hitting the bed corner.

"No, I will not let you go away from me again" I replied his question. Then I left the room.

I returned home in evening. And one of Porsche bodyguard came running.

"Boss, Mr. Porsche is not eating anything." He said in Panting voice.

what should I do with this boy. I muttered.

"Porsche..." I called him agressively.

"Why you are not eating anything and did you take your medicine. "I asked in anger. But he turned his face and cover it with a blanket.

"you..get something to eat or drink for him. If he want to see my bad sides,then I will show him." I asked one of the guard.

"Boss here" the guard handover me a glass juice.

I make Porsche sit and forcely make him to drink it.then I gave him medicine by force too.

"What do you want from me" he asked in anger.

"I only want you by hook or by crook" I said grabbing his neck.

"Why don't you just let me go"he again said.

I will never let you go again Porsche ."you need rest."I said .

He need rest and doctor advised him not to fight with him so I just left the conversion.

I went to other room holding a cup of coffee in my hand.porsche I am really missing you please came back to me.you can fight with me I will never reply back.

It's really long time when we spend some quality time with each other.

" Boss, mr Porsche is sleeping now,and I found this."the guard give me a dairy.

"Who's is this dairy"I asked the guard.

" Sir,I don't know but it's near mr.Porsche."the guard reply.

"Ok you may leave now.and keep eye on Porsche." He nodded and left the room.

I put the cup on table and open the dairy. It's Porsche dairy I never no he like to write a dairy.

I open it and start reading. This dairy contain Porsche childhood memories.hey wait a minute it also contains my and porsche memories.

But there is no signs that this dairy belong to Porsche.

I start reading from last days when I left him,ok.ok when I kidnapped him.

It says-

hey dairy I don't know how long I will survive kinn left me here all alone. Why he is doing all this. I know that he love me and I never doubted on his love.but then what happened that he started ignoring me. I am really feeling very lonely.

Then I turned next day page the day before I lost him.

I am feeling so lonely dairy.

Ohh I found a cat today.she is so cute and she is feeling lonely too.

There is a cute photo to with that cat.and he is looking so cute.

Oh Porsche I am missing you soo much.the dairy ends here. Wait a minute is that mean he already remember everything.

Then why he is acting like that?

Porsche-

I don't know why but I have feeling that I am doing wrong. I think I am shouldn't believe kinn's father.

I don't know whose telling me the truth or whose lying. I tried to please kinn so he can tell me the truth.

I even tried to irritate him,but nothing is working.

Last when I was in the bar, that was the first time I met Kinn's Father and he tell me the true story about Kinn.

he told me that Porsche was his boyfriend and I  look like him.

I asked him what was happened? He told me that kinn left him in a dark room. He kidnaped him.

He wants to kill Porsche because he dout of him.

that he was betraying him with vegus.

That why I pretend to be drunk. and call Vegus my first and true love.His anger in bar proved that Kinn's Father was right.

Porsche was successed to escape from Kinn. But Kinn find out and kill him in anger.

But when realised what have he done to his love. He broke down.

He only see me as a replacement. when he protect me from the ghost that day I really think that he had feelings for me. But now I know that I am only a way to make him forgot his guilt.

Porsche love him. I know because I have read his dairy which Kinn Father gave me.

I will not believe him if I did not see Porsche grave and his Photo with my own eyes.

I was laying on the bed and still thinking about porsche. Suddenly someone open, no kick the door.

"Porsche..." It was kinn. he shouted Porsche name and I pretend to sleep.

And he suddenly stopped shouting and sit beside me.

"Porsche if you remember anything please tell me I am waiting for you. Please don't pretend that you not remember anything. I love you soo much.if you are facing any problems tell me please.let me be your guard. I want to protect you.i know I was fail once but now I will not let anyone harm you"he gave me a gentle and soft kiss on my head and left the room.

Now I have no doubt on what his father tell me he really killed Porsche.

Next morning...

"Is Porsche waked up."I heard mr monster sound.

"No,boss he is still on the bed" monster's pet told him and then he came inside.

"Porsche wake up let eat something"he asked and pat my head. I act normally and wake up.

" You can eat first I am not hungry." I tried to ignore him and I went to the bathroom.

When I came out kinn was sitting on the bed and holding Porsche dairy.

Shia did he know that I know everything think and I am not Porsche.

"Porsche I want to ask you something."I have to do some thing.but what.

" You can ask but first I am hungry lets go and eat." I tried to change the topic.

"But you just say you don't want to eat" why this monster change into a question bank.

"I said before but now I am hungry"I said again.

"Ok... then lets eat something first."now what to do?what if he threw me out of the house after knowing that I know everything.well it will good. But I don't want to leave the luxurious life.