Chapter 88

I couldn't get my mind off it. I still felt it, the sensation of his lips on mine. I felt my heart pounding faster, I needed to get a hold of myself, but I was lost at that moment. I clenched my eyes shut now and then, but still, I found myself at that moment. 

It was blissful. It was the first time ever someone kissed me, and it had to be alpha Norman. 

I grabbed my chest. " Stop it, stop it." I kept muttering, but it did no justice. It was as if he cast a spell on me. I can recall how I felt when he came closer. My heart was about to jump out of my chest. And when he placed his lips on mine, for a few seconds, I became the norm, and all that clouded my mind was what if.

I haven't me er looked at him that way. Was it because I was dead in his thoughts for the past few years. I can't seem to control these emotions. He should never affect me. I don't care if he is my mate. I will never be with such a monster.