39. Birthday Party (3)

As we were in position, I showed him the movement of our feet one after the other and he tried to follow. All this while I didn't need to look into his eyes but now that we were about to start moving in rhythmic manner. I had to look up right into his eyes.

But I couldn't bring myself to look into those dark eyes again. I was scared that I might froze if I do so. So I acted as if I kept looking at our feet movements.

After few seconds, Fazeed interrupted us and tried to lift up my head so that I could look at him. But I was reluctant to do so. He also didn't insist on doing so or maybe just maybe Ayan had stopped him from doing it. Whatever it was , I am truly grateful for it.

At that moment, I only wanted to be in his arms and looking at those dark, shiny and enchanting eyes would only make it worse for me. So I avoided it.

Well I should definitely thank Fazeed as I could feel him and his touch at least. Well he being a gentleman that he was , he kept his hand pinned on the spot I placed it myself. I swear in the name of almighty Allah that he didn't even move his hand by centimetres also.

Well Any reminded that we didn't really take a picture of us today for memory. That's when we started or photoshoot session. Initially it was me and Any only. Later Any asked all of them to join which they gladly agreed. After some group pictures , as always Fazeed was the one who insisted that I should take some pictures with Ayan. I was reluctant initially while Ayan didn't say anything. Actually he never does say anything. I would like to assume that he wants me to decide based on my comfortability while Fazeed always insisted on almost everything for us to do together. Initially I say no but end up doing most of it unless Ayan says no , Fazeed keep on insisting. Ayan being him, he only says 'no' when he actually knows I would be very uncomfortable in doing so . As we grew quite close and fond of each other, I guess he could easily say what I would be comfortable and uncomfortable with.

**** So back to Photosession****

Fazeed and Ana would get us into doing poses while Adil takes pictures of us. We took around five to six pictures. Then I insisted on taking pictures for Fazeed and Ana.

They were taking pictures while Adil clicked for them. Me and Ayan were standing next to each other while laughing at others jokes.

Thinking about it nw , we didn't talk to each other after the task. Yet it wasn't awkward between us. Maybe because we could get each other just by looking at each other. Or maybe we wanted the same thing.

However , he broke the silence between us . He asked if I was okay. But we both knew we weren't okay or maybe be it was just me who was not okay. Instead of answering his question, I returned him his own question. We both had our own answer in our heart and never really replied to each other and kept on joining our friends.

It was almost time for us to leave , so Fazeed paid the bill and we left for parking. On the way to parking, Ayan asked me if I wanted to go for a ride. Ofcourse I agreed but I asked him to drop me before my hostel gate closes which was 7:00 PM and he agreed.