Lavender J. Amherst, the beautiful and only daughter of her father, though illegitimate. Bore by her father's mistress who later died, she was loathed by her father's wife, snubbed by her siblings and looked upon as a disappointment to her father. Desperate to prove to her family she can make them happy and proud, she tried everything she could to improve things  but failed.

   Everything, however, became better as she is suddenly the star of the family when an admired business tycoon take interest in her. Living in love and admiration from both her family, the public, and her fiancé, Rominic B. Verlice, she is blind to see the handwriting on the wall until reality hits her hard. She lost everything as quick as she gained it when the truth comes out, but life gives her comfort in the form of five.

   She runs away; away from her past, away from her father who disowned her, away from the pain and agony and live to take care of the blessings she discovered she had. But when everything starts falling apart again, she is once again face with her ex, the love of her life, father of her children but enemy.

But hatred can never be stronger than love.

It Should Have Been Like This

 "You were always smiling and so cheerful. Whenever I saw how you cared for Peyton when she didn't care for you, it made me feel bad because I knew the kind of woman you were. You were an angel, a loveable soul I should never have tainted. I fell in love with you, I fell in love with the amazing woman that gave me everything the other didn't. You hadn't given me your body but yet I felt like losing you would end me. I know I didn't tell you this on time because I was afraid. I didn't want to lose you if you found out. I knew if I end things with Peyton, she would tell you everything and you would leave. My fear of losing you costed me everything. Laverne, every moment with you is imprinted in my brain as wonderful. Every moment with you is dear to me and I truly enjoyed it. And I never told her about our sexual life, that was a thing I could never dare to disrespect." 


Finally free