Wild

Lavender's viewpoint

I'd always wondered how I would react when I see her, when we meet again. Would I cry? Would I scream? Would we fight? What verbal battle would we get into? I'd also always been afraid to meet her again because I thought he was with her and she had everything when I didn't. I was afraid of her seeing me in poverty, afraid of her finding out about my children and trying to get them killed or using Rominic to take legal custody of them. I was ashamed of her seeing my children in their worse and seeing the bad life I provided for them. I was afraid of a lot of things, Peyton being the genesis of it all.