I deserve that

Lavender's viewpoint

I stood over her grave, smiling warmly as tears rolled down my cheeks and into my collared neck. I was alone in the cemetery, wearing an amethyst winter flock coat with white double-breasted buttons and white wool layer at the hem of the sleeve and my collared neck. The bottom of the coat which stretched down and covered three third of my thighs, had a net layer underneath, a white one.

I stood with a bouquet of her favorite flowers, blue daisies. She loved the flowers a lot because it matched her mother's eyes as she would always tell me. I had left Rominic in bed at a ungodly hour of the night and drove here, so I could talk to her. I just needed to.