Resentment!

I felt there has been some tension between Tina and I lately. Much had changed between us. Not that we were close but we had a relationship that was based on mutual respect. Though she was 15 years ahead of me, I was more the adult in the relationship. I was grateful to her everyday. She had to suspend her life to take responsibility for me. But I felt that she was not responsible for me at all. Most of the time I felt like I was the adult in this relationship.

She was Jonas's younger sister and perhaps if I had a chance to meet her before we probably would have had a better relationship. It seemed that she and Jonas had some kind of agreement that I was not aware of.