signed to undertake, who, save myself, would suffer? If I died far away
from— home, I was going to say, but I had no home— from England, then,
who would weep?
I might suffer; I was inured to suffering: death itself had not, I thought,
those terrors for me which it has for the softly reared. I had, ere this, looked
on the thought of death with a quiet eye. Prepared, then, for any conse-
quences, I formed a project.
That same evening I obtained from my friend, the waiter, information re-
specting, the sailing of vessels for a certain continental port, Boue-Marine.
No time, I found, was to be lost: that very night I must take my berth. I
might, indeed, have waited till the morning before going on board, but
would not run the risk of being too late.
"Better take your berth at once, ma'am," counselled the waiter. I agreed
with him, and having discharged my bill, and acknowledged my friend's