Appetite of a People Pleaser

I can't believe I left April for that psycho just to say she's a poly. Fucking Hell!

And then, that same night, I went to look in the mirror. I don't quite see my true self after pretending to be someone just to be loved by everyone all this time by society.

I punched the mirror and saw myself in different versions of myself as if they were all split personalities in each broken shard of the mirror and finally saw my true face. I am them, and they are me. And most of all, I am me and they are them, and both the mirror and myself are truly one another's true selves in one person.

I remember the last time I did this on the Blood Moon in May 2021. I went crazy that time and I didn't know why.

I was drinking wine whilst I watched the blood moon that time when I was watching it. Then once the eclipse finally reached its final stage of its light beaming at its brightest like the true face of the sun shined over my eyes, that's when I went truly mad for the colour red is as thick as blood of its light, it affected my brain for some reason.

That was a long time ago, and this is no different from punching myself in the mirror for the third time of my life.

Everything is just terribly wrong, and I went mad!!!