I just woke up from a terrible nightmare that I was a mental asylum patient that hallucinated eldritch monsters that had appearances beyond my comprehension. I could not begin how to even describe it, nonetheless trying to understand how they even look. They are in shapes and forms beyond our 3-dimensional plane of existence. Their manifestations were 4-dimensional shapes.
If you were to look at a 2D world inside a video game, you can see through it but the characters don't. For example, a wall is drawn beside the character which cannot pass through due to the 2D line that is in front of the character and cannot find a way to get around it. And that is how we are seen by the eldritch horrors that are seen to the existence of our universe here on earth out there in the cosmos.
I had tremendous several to infinite nightmares within one night of sleep. It felt like it was never ending. I have seen everything, I have seen enough. I have seen MORE THAN ENOUGH AND BEYOND!
Inside that one asylum, I was the only normal patient and thought to myself that I may not actually be that bad in the apparent world we all live in today.
Which is how I came to the conclusion of after seeing the truth in my dreams, which everyone of course, no one can handle the truth. But after I've seen the truth I've sought for so many years in studying and practising the spirituality of the occult, I've found it. And it is beyond my comprehension. Azathoth had given me the "truth" of our world and I cannot even bear to explain it, despite my ignorance of mortal comprehension, I can completely understand it.
And if I were to show anyone the truth of our existence, we are all doomed to go insane to the co point of beyond no return. But even if I told everyone, no one would believe me. No matter how much it makes sense to me, it will absolutely make no sense to the mortal minds of sheep and human ignorance.
And they will call me crazy for it. But I KNOW HOW AND WHY AND EVERYTHING AND THE UNIVERSE ITSELF WORKS NOW.
And I've gone mad through knowing too much.
But I can tell you zero decimal point to infinity then the number one percent I could at least tell you.
The true god of this universe is just another weak being called that came out from another world beyond our minds which name goes by "Azathoth" AKA "GOD HIMSELF". And he is just asleep. The moment he slept, the moment the universe was created. All of this is not a simulation at all. Everything we know and live in this current reality is none but Azathoth's dream and by the moment he awakes, all of this and our reality will be wiped out.
Exactly just like how we dream and everything doesn't make sense, things just happen out of a dream and they wipe out of disappearance by the time we wake up in the morning. And so on and on every night from dusk to dawn.
Imagine if he woke up, everything in our existence will be wiped out, no heaven or hell, no underworld or Elysium, and no purgatory. Our souls will just vanish into nothingness that is beyond just the void of oblivion.