The Beginning of Torture

'Ugh.... Where am I....'

My whole body was immediately attacked by excruciating pain when I opened my eyes. My chest feels tight, I also can't move my body as I want.

As I started to wonder what had happened to me, I suddenly remembered about the accident that happened to me and my family.

Feelings of panic and worry began to settle in my mind, trying hard to move my body and ignoring the pain that attacked my five senses to get up.

But still I can't do it...

I only realized it now... In my right hand is an IV, the clothes and the room I'm in are also very familiar.

'This is a hospital...'

Since I was in the hospital my parents and sister must be here too, right? If I could still survive that tragic accident, my parents and sister would be able to survive too...

'I have to meet them...'

Just when I wanted to move my body for the umpteenth time, the hospital room door suddenly opened and revealed a nurse who looked very surprised when she saw me.

"Get some rest, you're not fully healed yet." said the nurse told me to rest.

When he approached me to check on me, I grabbed his arm with difficulty to inquire about my family's condition.

He must know something...

"P-Please say.. how are my parents and sister doing.." I said quietly.

Just talking a little bit already used up a lot of energy..

"....."

The nurse looked surprised and had a hard time answering the questions I asked her.

But before he could speak, the bedroom door opened again to reveal a young-looking doctor.

And when he entered the room, he immediately said something that really stunned me.

"We couldn't save your parents and sister..."

"..."

I was speechless... The doctor's attack of words had stabbed straight into my heart and heart and then shattered it to pieces.

"D-Doctor, what are you saying? It's not good to shock the patient because of that!"

"We can't keep him hidden... It's only right that he knows what happened to his family..."

If lying to me can make me happy, then I'd really like to be given a thousand beautiful lies rather than one painful fact.

I even wished that the lie could come true.

But... It's too late... My heart just broke when I heard the news of my parents and sister...

My head feels empty, I can't think properly, the pain in my body doesn't seem too painful compared to the facts I accept...

Why is my fate always like this? what did I do wrong to have thousands of misfortunes happen to me like this? why is the world so cruel? why is god so unfair!!!

"Why.... Why.... Why did I only survive!! Why don't you save my family too, Doctor!!!"

I cried, screamed, rebelled and kept blaming someone who had nothing to do with this tragic event.

I could see the pitiful looks on the doctors and nurses... It was a look I knew so well and hated so much... It was a condescending look...

Why... Why is everyone looking at me with that look... Why...

Everyone is the same, they are all cruel and heartless, they always look down on the weak and worship the strong.

I hate it... I hate people... I hate this world...

"... Haha... Hahahaha!! I know... You must be on purpose you bastard! You're the one who killed my family!!! You're the culprit! You!!!"

I don't know what happened to me, I suddenly laughed out loud in this pitiful state

I don't think there's any point in crying and lamenting this tragic fate... So I laugh to laugh at this sad fate...

No.. Maybe I'm crazy...

".....He's gone mad, drug him..."

"R-Okay doctor!"

The nurse took an injection to sedate me, but I struggled and pushed the nurse back until she fell to the floor.

I also threw myself out of bed to beat up the doctor I hated so much.

"Fuck!"

Bug!

But before I could get up to beat the doctor, he already kicked me in the face so I fell straight on the floor.

My whole body ached so much, I even vomited a mouthful of fresh blood.

The doctor approached me to spit and looked down at me as if he had seen a dying dog by the side of the road.

"You want to beat me up, don't you? You think a lowly person like you can beat me up?"

After saying that hatefully, he then stepped on me so violently so many times, I even started to wonder if he was really a doctor..

But for sure, my hatred for humans is getting more intense after experiencing unfair treatment for the umpteenth time.

I swear I will kill anyone who despises me and take my revenge on those who have made me suffer.

"Doctor stop that, he could be dead!"

"Tch! It doesn't matter if he's dead or alive, no one would care about such a pathetic person like him."

That's right... It doesn't matter whether I die or live, no one will care about a pathetic person like me...

So, why am I still alive? Why didn't I just die? Why did my family have to die? Why...

Aaahh... I want to die and replace them...

"Quickly drug him and take him to the dungeons!"

"Okay doctor!"

I can't fight back anymore when I'm drugged and want to be taken somewhere, but I know that's not a good thing...

...

...

...

When I regained my consciousness, I was already in a very dirty room and had a very strong smell, I turned my eyes and saw a human skull lying just like that.

It should be scary, but somehow I'm not scared at all...

Besides that, more importantly, my hands were bound by chains so that my body was hanging on the wall.

I remember now, this was all the work of that bastard doctor...

I don't know what to do in an atmosphere like this, to be honest I'm still sad about the fact that happened with my parents and sister, and now it looks like I'm going to have a bad time too.

I've given up on this worthless life of mine, so it doesn't matter if I die... But I still haven't avenged myself... I won't rest easy if I die before revenge...

While I was thinking about that, someone suddenly came into the room, it was a person I had just met but already hated so much, it was a doctor....

"I didn't think you would realize this long... You know, I've been waiting for you since yesterday.."

"....."

From his words I could conclude that I had been unconscious for a long time. Well... That's only natural considering my extremely severe condition being beaten so violently like that...

"Hey, I'm talking to you.. Can't you hear?"

"..."

...There's no point in talking to someone like him.

"Oh? This is interesting, then I'll see how far you can keep your mouth shut..."

The mad doctor picked up a whip-like item from the corner of the room and smirked meaningfully as he approached me.

I already knew what he wanted to do, and I didn't have the strength to let go.

So when my body was whipped hard so many times, I could only bite my lip until it bled to keep from making a sound.

For the umpteenth time, I can only endure someone's harsh treatment without being able to fight back....

"Tch! Damn!!! You must have underestimated me!!!"

Overwhelmed with anger, he lashed me again harder and harsher than before.

My whole body is numb.... It hurts so much that I can't feel anything... I don't know when this will end, but for sure it will continue to drive me crazy...