Not Five Anymore

{ARMANDO}

The fact that I have no idea why I am sorry makes everything worse. 

I shouldn't have said sorry.

He would have been angry at me for a few hours. Hopefully, he would have come to my room and tell me what the hell I did wrong. I dig my own grave because now he is staring at me, waiting for me to explain why I am sorry.

Sneeze!

I blow my nose and stare at Arthur, waiting for him to say sorry or even bless me. But no, he doesn't.

Okay. I messed up and I have no idea what I did. What I know is, if I don't know anytime soon, Arthur will throw me out of his room and slam the door in my face. 

How good will that be?

Arthur bobs his head while staring at me, I have no idea if he is listening to an imaginary song or something. I look around, searching when I am sure I won't get anything. He stops and tells me, "I am still waiting for…"