Ruin Her

{ARMANDO}

Arthur looks around the room, he is trying too hard not to look at me. I interject, "can we never talk about this?"

"Oh, you have no idea." He says and ran off.

Fuck me! Why me Lord? Why me? And out of all the people I could dream of is no one other than my supposed therapist? My best friend's daughter and the one woman I could give anything not to talk to? What the fuck is wrong with me and dreaming about therapists? 

First, it was Ivana Miki, and now Maya? No. no. This can't be happening. My eyes go to my groin. I groan as I feel it starting to get hard.

No! No! Hell no!

A cold shower helps a little, I get dressed, and find Arthur in the sitting room waiting. "You look good."

"Thanks," I reply. Optimism is never on my plate, however, right now I wish nothing but for Arthur to look at me.