Chapter 28: Drowning!

I lie awake in my bunk. It's impossible to get truly comfortable, I've found that out quickly in the last few weeks. Even when I get to my bunk with enough time to try to sleep, sleep evades me with the worry of what might come in the new day. Christian pushes us so hard that I'm bone tired and exhausted and still unable to sleep.

I'm sure Chrissy cries herself to sleep every night and Mitch looks skinnier than usual and all the more solemn. Isabel has made a hit with the other cadets but won't stray too far from us, like she's worried if she goes too far away something awful will happen while she isn't looking. I know Sam is worried, I know he knows I am too. Neither of us sleep well.

He talks in his sleep. I can hear him muttering about his father. Most of what he says is about his father or his older sister. He seems to be always having arguments with them in his sleep. It's not restful. I'm barely sleeping at all.