ready to die

"Where did that girl go...?"

His steps inside the party are long as he searches for Josephine who has disappeared since entering the party and in fact she was hiding in the bathroom after she saw him behind her as soon as she entered the party.

"That man... what is he doing here and why does he appear everywhere I am?!"

She was sitting in one of the bathrooms, closing the door, and was about to kill herself, hitting her thighs every minute and turning around.

"What am I going to do now... Do I have to pretend that everything is normal and OK and that I'm not even a little afraid of him?"

"Yeah yeah that's right! I'll do it!"

Josephine scattered herself and got up from the bathroom, took her bag and herself, and went outside the bathroom and walked in that long hallway that leads her to the large concert hall after she came out of the bathroom.

"Miss Perrett, is it true that your relationship with your father is not good at all? It is also said that you withdrew from the Perret family completely. Does this mean that we will witness disagreements on social media in addition to the news?"

Josephine laughed and put her hand on her chest and said to him:

"No, I quit the family only because I prefer to work on my own, but my relationship with my father will of course remain the same, after all I am. I love my family."

"Does this mean that there was no disagreement between you and your father?"

Josephine tilted her head right

"Does a family dispute between us have to be spread on the communication sites and be known to everyone?"

"I'm really sorry if my question is silly, well, thank you, Miss Perrett."

Josephine breathed a sigh of relief and sighed, then closed her eyes and placed her hand on her chest, knowing that she had gotten rid of a big problem, and at the same time she caught a glimpse of Sir standing in front of her a few meters away and smiled at her and she smiled at him, but his smile disappeared within a few minutes and this aroused Josephine's curiosity and terror

But after a few seconds, she felt a large hand on her shoulder from behind and a hot sound near her ear.

"Hi, Miss Josephine, why don't we finish what we started that night?"

She turned quickly and the glass of a drink was about to spill over his shirt, but she backed away and looked back at him sharply and said to him.

"What do you want from me? Why do you follow me everywhere?"

As he approached her quietly and put his finger on his mouth and said to her.

"Hush..don't let anyone know about this, your reputation is the most important thing now, since you gave up everything so you must have a good start if you really want to start over."

She sighed and told him.

"If you think that the money you gave me is a lot, you should reconsider it because I will return this money to you in a short period of time, do not worry, we will not have any debt soon."

He came close to whisper near her ear and his glass of drink in his hand and said to her

"It's okay, you can return the money in another way..."

'What the hell does this guy mean? Why is he always trying to get me when he's gay?!"

Of her normal height, she would inevitably reach his chest, but if we cleaned her twelve-centimeter high heel, she would be able to reach his shoulder and a little higher.

He put his hand over her head and said,

"How tall are you after these heels?"

She hit his hand and everyone was staring at them to the point that they thought they were having an affair because of the actions that were more than casual between them.

"You have to calm down, Bear, and don't involve me in these matters. I'll just leave after I finish what I came for, so don't get in my way! Until I can pay your debt back."

They played dancing music in the party that every couple, lovers or friends can dance to, it was a romantic dance with a certain music, but everyone saw the music less than that, so they just dance normally without caring about it.

Except for that man who stopped Josephine when she was about to leave to pull her towards his chest by her hand and took the cup of drink from her hand to put it on some table and she was feeling the heat of his body after he held her by her waist on his wide chest and her hands were above his chest trying to get rid of him but the lights that went Towards them she made her stop, so he approached her to whisper near her ear while he pulled her hand and raised her other hand to intertwine her fingers, which were like small chopsticks for his big hand, and then put them on his shoulder.

"Don't do something stupid that you might regret later, dance with me, and I'll tell you afterwards why I wanted you to pay the debt in another way."

As for her, she smiled and replied to him and between her legs he puts his leg through the movements of the dance and passes his hand right and left on her back

"I think I'm going to commit a crime at this party, let's just finish it all up and I'll make you regret this dance."

She knew he was touching her on purpose and directly and none of those present could know, so he's taking advantage of it now.

At the party gate, Cinita fell to the ground and many journalists gathered around her after they saw her in such a miserable manner, her dress that was filled with the drink and her face as well, and her beautiful black hair that was spoiled by the drink.

"Get away from me, please."

Everyone was in a state of astonishment because of Cinita's strong personality who suddenly changed but they did not know the reason behind this, and at the same time Alexander was standing in front of her and staring at her after the journalists stopped him to take some words from him.

He finished with a smile on his lips, then he took his phone out of his pocket and called

After three rings, the other party answered.

"Hi Evan..."

📱 - Alex? What else happened?

"There is something interesting you might like."

📱 - Beautiful man? good members?

"Everything you want, and I want you to ruin everything and take what you want, I came to take only what belongs to me and I will leave."

Alexander hung up the phone knowing that Evan would do what he told him because Evan was after his own interests and Alexander gave him something to pique his curiosity.

Alexander finished the conversation and was going to do what he wanted to do what he wanted to do which is why he came to the party, he smiled seeing the woman he wanted some men helped her up after her broken ankle swollen.

He took long and fast steps towards them and stood before her from all the crowd that was standing. Cinita could see him because of his tall stature and his calm smile with his sharp gray bluish eyes and the long eyebrow he raised at her and then winked at her with a smile

"Alexander..."

That word came out of her mouth and everyone noticed her when her features changed one hundred and eighty degrees, and he went to her to get away from all the men and carried her easily as if she was a small doll in his hands and she was holding his neck and was about to cry after tears were her eyes then covered her face with her hand and the other was holding him until Don't fall while he spoke in front of the press and said with confidence and smiling eyes as if he had his chance

"I apologize for the late announcement and I know the situation is not appropriate but Miss Senita and I have been in a relationship for a long time but we haven't had enough time to announce this, and now I ask you to please make room for me."

His five bodyguards ran away, taking the press around them, and he took it to his big car. One of the men opened the door for him, put it inside the car, and asked the driver to stay where he was because he wanted to drive himself.

The driver bowed lightly to him and gave him the car key to get up next to her, and she could control herself to bear the pain of breaking her ankle and did not cry, but all her concern was the nightmare that she would rather die than see him sitting next to her now.

So he took off his jacket and put it on her body, which was completely wet from the drink, and she remained silent and he did not talk to her either, but all he did was drive and her eyes were trying to stare at everything until he told her in his cold hoarse voice.

"Breathe, Sanineta, it's not like I'm going to ask you to strip down in these circumstances."

She opened her mouth and was about to speak, but she fell silent and did not say a word

'How can I tell him I didn't know that boy was his younger brother, how am I going to explain it.. I don't want to go through that experience again... I don't want to go back to being just a commodity'

"Alexander... I..."

"It's okay, I know you didn't know that Noah was my younger brother, it's okay, I can understand this, and I didn't talk about it either, so you don't need to justify me."

'It scares me even more... why is he acting so cold?' Have these ten years changed him? No no... I can't believe he won't change and why is he this tall?? How can he be this tall and this body? It's huge as fuck why?'

She was already thinking of throwing herself out of the car because she would rather die than stay with him after the memories he left her.

"Alexander!! Stop the car!!"

She screamed loudly and was about to weep, not like that strong woman who had subjugated so many men before, murdered so mercilessly, spoiled an entire party just for wanting Cassius, and beat Josephine and nearly blinded her in the eye.

He stopped the car, but the doors were closed, so I turned to him and he approached her and surrounded the chair she was sitting on with his arm when he saw her eyes tearing and he wiped the tears from her eyes with his other hand and said to her.

"Why are you wearing these contact lenses? Didn't I tell you before that they don't suit you and that your real eyes are much better than these scraps?"

She turned her face and wiped it with her hands to spoil her makeup, but he grabbed her jaw with his hand and fixed it in front of him and approached her to take out those contact lenses while she was trying to free herself from his hand with both hands, but he grabbed them by force and threw them from the window while she refused to open her eyes.

"Show me these eyes that I longed to see."

Her heart was about to stop after he pulled out those lenses

She said to him in a trembling tone, and her gasps rose as if she was a weak woman who could not raise her hand in front of him.

She was crying over coffee while covering her face with her hands

And he looked at her and smiled contentedly and said,

Sania, show me your eyes.

She opened her eyes and stared at him, black eyeliner covering her cheeks, and her eyes became red, but all he was concerned about was seeing her colored eyes, the black eye and the gray one, and he stared with satisfaction and excitement and said to her

"Just like that....that's how my beautiful cat got back to normal."

She turned his face away from him as he put his hand under his chin and stared at her, not wanting to take his eyes off her, her wine-red bosom, her open dress at her thighs, her lips red from her lipstick.

She said quickly and in a trembling voice

"Alexander, please leave me!! I want to get off, just stop!"

He raised his hands up and said to her:

The car is parked, you can get out.

She was trying to open the door, but it was locked, so she was about to kill herself with the pistol that he put next to him, but he was faster than her to reach her hand, which he pressed hard on, then left and looked back at her coldly, wanting to know where she would get these money.