Just A Mate Bond?

~Janessa~

First I find out someone is spying on me and then I am left in the room with my mate. Yeah, what a lovely Saturday. I can't help but stare at him. Goddess he is freaking gorgeous and it is taking everything for me to stay focused. I thought I was going to attack him in the elevator. His scent was all around me; almost suffocating me. I hate Gemma for leaving me like this. All I can do is look at this man. His white t-shirt clings to him and has all of his muscles on display. If I didn't know any better, I'd think he was a wolf with how built he is. His thigh muscles are not hidden in those dark denim jeans he was wearing. They cling to him like a second skin. I really want to run my hands across his tight ass and give it a squeeze.

'Run your hands….girl please. I wanna take a chunk out with my teeth. This man is FI–NE!'

'Sky, could you not right now? I'm trying to keep things together.'

'Keep things together?! Girl go ahead, part your legs and invite him in!'

I quickly throw the block up. I swear she has such a dirty ass mind and her mouth can be just as bad. This is a lot for a Saturday and I decide I need a drink. Alcohol doesn't affect me like it would a human, but I think the little bit it does will help me now. I get up and walk over to my mini-bar. "Would you like a drink?"

"It's five o'clock somewhere. I will take whatever you are having." That's a bold choice. Thankfully I don't keep the werewolf alcohol in the office; the one that can have all of my kind on their asses easily. I pour us both a Scotch neat and start to walk toward him. When I get close, Justin stands up from the chair and reaches his hand out to grab a glass. Our hands brush against each other and the shocks are electric. I'm pretty sure he can feel what I can because he looks at our hands and looks back to me. He takes the glass from me, but doesn't move.

Justin downs his drink, never taking his eyes off of mine. I do the same and place the glass on my desk. I don't know what comes over me, but it is almost like his body is a magnet, pulling me towards him. I don't remember moving my feet or deciding that I even wanted to get closer to him. I just know that we are standing in front of each other with only a couple of inches separating us. Without any thought, my hand rises to his neck. I stroke his chin with my thumb while my hand is resting at his neck. I slide my hand down to his chest and can feel his heart beat beneath it. He is not speaking, his gaze hasn't left mine. My hand moves further until I get to the hem of his shirt. I slide my hand under his shirt and place it on his torso. Justin's muscles constrict under my hand and man are those muscles glorious to touch. My fingers start to inch down to the edge of his jeans. I lightly trace the edge, almost expecting him to go running out of the door. He still doesn't move, but his breathing has gotten a bit heavier. Before anything else can happen, my door busts open with Gemma whirling in the room. Justin quickly steps back and clears his throat. "I'm going to…..uh…..go make some calls at my desk." He quickly turns and rushes out of the door.

"Oops…my bad girl." Gemma chuckles a bit waiting for me to speak. I don't even know what to say. I have no idea what the hell just happened nor what may have happened had she not come into the office. "Uh….Janessa….hello?!" Gemma is in front of me snapping her fingers. When the hell did she get there? I swear she was just by the door. I shake my head trying to bring some sense back. I have no idea what the hell came over me, but this was crazy and so not like me. "You want to tell me what happened?" I recount everything that happened up to the part when Gemma barged in. "Well, you know that the mate bond is very strong." I nod in agreement, but is that really all this was? Was the mate bond just that strong for us? It kind of felt like there was more going on, but that would be crazy. Justin is a human and that was evident. Him being human means there couldn't be anything else there for us and he probably didn't even feel the bond like I do. I have no idea what I'm going to do, but it would be best if we are not alone anymore. Anytime I need him for something, I will just go to his desk rather than call him in my office. I won't let this happen again. Damn, I need a drink.

~Justin~

What. The. Fuck. I have never been so out of control before. I felt drawn to her. It was almost as if I couldn't break myself away from here even if I tried and I definitely did not try. I can't believe I let that happen. This can't happen and I knew that before I let things go too far. I mean, my boss had her hand up my shirt and I did nothing to stop her. Her touch was amazing and I didn't want her to stop. Every time we have touched, I have felt tingles. I have never experienced that before and I definitely can't explain it. I'm so lucky that Gemma came in when she did otherwise I have no idea how far things would have gone.

Any man would be grateful to have her touch him and want him, assuming that she wants me. I just can't have that. I can't be with this woman, period. If this were ever found out….I don't want to imagine what would happen. I can't be this careless again, but how do I avoid it? I don't want to quit this job since it was crazy that I was able to get it at all. I have to stay here to get the information I need. I will just have to stay away from Janessa. No more being alone with her and no more getting close to her. I have to keep my distance.