Acceptance/Aftermath

~Drake~

Gemma offered to take over for the rest of the day and I decided to take Janessa home. The car ride was a bit uncomfortable and deadly silent. I was tempted to say something many times, but I felt that it would be a bad idea. I didn't want to risk it becoming something too big to handle in the car.

When we pull up to the packhouse, Janessa is slamming the door shut before I can completely come to a stop. She is up the stairs and in the house faster than I can say 'wait, I'm sorry'. By the time I make it into the packhouse, Janessa is nowhere to be found, but Lana is standing at the foot of the stairs. "I'm not sure what you did, but I don't think I've ever seen her that pissed." I just shake my head and hope that she will take pity on me and let me know where Janessa went. "She went to her office," Lana sighs out. I head up the stairs and start to head down the hall towards her office. I can hear things smashing and crashing and I silently pray that it isn't coming from her office. I get to the door and find it partially open. I don't go further in because I can see items flying across the room. I use my foot to open the door all the way and hang out in the doorway. It feels like I'm standing here for hours, but I'm sure it is only a few minutes. Janessa finally slumps to the floor, breathing heavily.

"Everything good?" Janessa turns to look at me and the anger is evident all over her face. My speaking seems to recharge her as she jumps off of the floor and stalks towards me.

"What the fuck were you thinking?!" Janessa is breathing so heavily that her shoulders are moving up and down. Her eyes are flashing from brown to black and back again. I can only guess that she is trying to keep Sky under control. I don't respond, I just cross my arms over my chest and watch her. "He is a fucking werewolf! Do you honestly think you can win against him? HUH?! Do you think that he will show you mercy? This is a battle to the death and he will not hesitate to kill you." I take a deep breath and let it out slowly.

"He was trying to force himself on you; threatening you. What did you expec-" Janessa interrupts me with a dark, deep laugh.

"I'm a fucking Alpha for Goddess sakes! Did you honestly believe that I couldn't deal with him on my own? Do you think I'm that weak? He has come at me a few times already and I'm still standing. This was just another attempt that would have been fruitless. Gemma was right there and ready to step in if needed." Nothing that Janessa says is wrong, but what was I really supposed to do? Was I supposed to stand around and let this man threaten her without interfering? I may only be a human, but I refuse to let anyone disrespect those close to me. "You are a fucking human! What do you hope to be able to do?" Exasperation set in and I throw my hands up in the air and throw a punch into the door.

"Damn it Janessa! I know I'm just a human being and I have been thrust into the werewolf world. I get that I'm not as strong or deadly as you or those like you. I get that as a human, I can easily die." I walk towards Janessa who is wide eyed staring at me. I think my aggression has more than startled her. "You may be a werewolf, but you are the woman that I love. I don't care how strong you are, I will ALWAYS do what I can to protect you. You will just have to deal with that!" I'm breathing so heavily that my chest is heaving. The anger coursing through me is ridiculous along with the fear and the jealousy. I have never felt this level of jealousy before and I'm not sure how to deal with it. I just know that I can't let anyone take Janessa nor can I let anything happen to her. I'd rather give my life than to let anything happen.

Janessa steps forward and places a hand on my chest. I can feel my breathing, slowly, starting to even out. Her eyes never leave mine as she takes her other hand and strokes my face. I step towards Janessa while placing my hands on her hips. I pull her flush against me and slam my mouth onto hers. This is not a slow or tender kiss. This kiss is full of passion and desperation. I'm trying to get her to feel everything I have inside for her. I love this woman. I don't know how it happened so fast, but it did. She has my heart completely and I can't live without her. It is a scary feeling because I haven't put myself into anyone's hands once I realized how cruel the world can be.

Janessa grabs the back of my head and pushes our lips tighter together while plunging her tongue in my mouth. Our tongues briefly fight for control before I give it up and let her have it. I don't know about other men, but I have no trouble with women who take control; it's sexy as hell. I walk us towards her desk, trying to avoid any obstructions on the floor. I'm forced to pick Janessa up and she wraps her legs around my waist. When I reach her desk, I place her on her feet still not breaking our kiss. Janessa's hands go for the hem of my shirt and she lifts it up. I remove my lips to pull the shirt all the way off. I start to attack Janessa's neck, paying special attention to her marking spot. Janessa is moaning my name while her hands are undoing the button and zipper of my jeans. I wish I had claws so I could tear up the dress she has on, but I settle for pushing her dress up and pulling her panties down. I pick Janessa up and place her on the edge of the desk. I feel my jeans drop below my butt. I grab Janessa's thighs and push them apart while I settle myself between them. I take a finger and run it up Janessa slit and can feel how wet she is for me already. I pull back from her neck and look her in the eyes while I ram myself inside of her. Janessa's eyes close and a moan escapes. I pull myself out until only my head is in then I slam back inside of her. Janessa grips my shoulders, digging her fingers into my skin. I continue to slowly slam into her, feeling her fingers grip me tighter and tighter. I want to make this last, but my desire for her is at its peak. I continue to slam into her harder and faster with Janessa moaning my name louder. Janessa wraps her legs around my waist and leans her head back. I continue to slam into her and I can feel her tightening around me. "Fuck Drake!" Janessa screams my name and I can feel her wetness drip down my length. I can feel the build up inside of me. I pump a few more times and then I feel the burst inside of me that has me explode inside of Janessa. We both attempt to catch our breaths, softly kissing each other all over. I open my eyes and look down at Janessa who is already looking at me. "I guess you will have to spend the rest of the week training." I just smile in response, but it doesn't meet my eyes. I know I have bitten off more than I can chew and these next few days may be my last on Earth.