WHAT IF.

I'm not gon lie I'm scared...scared that one day you'll break my heart without a care in the world. That you'll fall outta love an I'll be left wondering if it was real to begin with. I'm scared that you'll just up an leave cause you're tired of how difficult I am to love. Baby what if you leave and don't give me closure leaving me to wonder what I did wrong or if I was even good enough. What happens when I lose my smile cause my best friend an lover is no longer with me. Im scared to see you show another woman the same love you show me because I'll have to pick my head up with a nice pristine smile an act like I'm not hurting.