GONE

I am staring at the mirror,

Do I look beautiful?

Fallen into my bed

With a messed-up look.

I am tired of having a fake smile

I am tired of keeping my hopes high

I am on the edge of suicide

Do you know how I feel?

I want to tell them

How strong I am

But I am not brave enough

Finding a solution for every problem

I have given up on myself

Am I for real ?...

I am pulling myself up all alone

Don't know what else to do.

Is anyone out there?

I am confused,

I am so lost.

Am I delusional?

But I want to tell them

How strong I am

But I am not brave enough to do so…

Searching for a solution for every problem

I almost died searching for myself

Am I for real?

Everyone is fading

Everything is so blur

I can't see anymore…

Everyone is talking

Everything is disappearing.

My final question is,

Am I for real?

No.