FEARFUL WITHIN MY HEART

There is a fear in my heart,

That keeps pricking me deep inside.

Telling me don't fall in love again.

I have taken too much time,

Just to realize,

That love can break hearts

Anytime.

Lying on my bed,

Spacing out.

Telling myself,

I can get out of this mess.

But, Do you think

I am ready to fight

Or risk it all for you?

Do you feel heavy

Or is it me

Who cannot breathe in the same air?

Why am I so freaked out

To ask you,

Did I deserve this?

Maybe I am just afraid

To have another heartbreak…..

There is a fear in my heart

To take another step

Towards you.

Did you feel the same

When you hurt me the most

Have you felt anything when

I stood by your side

Playing games,

Hard life,

Teaching me a lesson

I think I deserve this

From you.

You have everything I need

But,

Do you think I would fight?

Or risk it all for you

When you did not care

Why should I?

Do u feel broken

Or is it me

Who cannot fix me again?

Should I take it all into my head

Or is it my fault to listen to every word you say

Maybe I am just afraid

To get hurt again

Take your time

Cause I am nowhere close to you

Take your time

Cause this is the end

For you and me…