CONCEALED WITHIN ME

Why was I the only victim of such a crime?

What is the use of this sympathy,

When there is nothing that can be done?

When I did not do anything wrong

Other than falling in love,

Then why did they hurt me soo much?

Why did they ruin my life?

The bruises they gave on my body can be healed

But the bruises they gave to my mind can never be changed

Now they left me on a path

Where my body is impure

Now I do not want to smile

But to keep my family and friends happy

I need to become someone else

Whenever I look in the mirror

I see a used toy

That was used by men

Every single day

My heart wants to lean on a shoulder

But everyone is afraid to give me their shoulders

Cause I might harm them

As I step forward in the healing process

My body starts shaking

My eyes are so tired of crying

Some things should never be told out

But I am tired of living in fear inside of a shell

I accept that I am a victim

This is the only brave thing I have done so far

If no one believes me

I know my god will believe me

Cause he knows what I have gone through

As he was there...