PUSHING EVERYONE AWAY

I am scared to be with you from this day forward,

I cannot bear the pain any longer,

This feeling, this pain, this emotion,

I am shutting myself from this world.

I cannot do this anymore,

I want to stay in my shell,

I hate it, I hate it so much.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

LEAVE ME ALONE!

I don't want to live through this pain,

It hurts...

I want to be alone

I am scared to love anyone.

I don't want anyone near me,

People always leave me alone,

And I am alone with no one to love.

Its time to walk away,

I cannot bear this pain,

I wish I could go home.

I wish I could suddenly just disappear.