Friends or Enemies? [Backstory]

"Hey! Wake up!"

Hm?

"Look! The cherry blossoms have finally bloomed! Look how beautiful they are!"

They really are,but who are you and why I am on a field?

"I'm Wang Lixin! You're on a field because you passed out in front of my house you looked quite exhausted so I brought you here because I thought that if you are there you will be happy when you wake up."

The view sure is beautiful!

"I know right, what's your name?"

I'm Mei Wu.

"You're the daughter of Liang Wu,then. Nice to meet you!"

Nice to meet you too!

"So do you want to be friends."

Sure but,wouldn't it be awkward? This is our first conversation.

''I was predicting that you're going to say that so i also planned what to tell you,i would love to be your friend because i also heard that you are a great painter. But not only because of this.''

What other reason could ou have if not only the ones you told me.

''I don't know.''

You don't know? Then i guess we are the same,in such a moment I don't even know what to say without getting shy. Your reasons are actually good enough...those being the only reasons doesn't shock me at all.

You having other reasons would shock me more than you having only the obvious reasons. You know what let's be friends.

The worst decision i could ever make...

His black hair,blue eyes and innocent behaviour made me believe in a possible love relationship.

But how can I be so sure about my feelings at just 15 years old,I should continue to live my childhood until it ends by itself.

Besides my mother not being accepting wouldn't be that much of a problem since she isn't accepting in any other way but one thing is certain,my love can't just fly away like a bird. I don't have feathers to just fly away like a coward from my life problems,I should confess but how when the words I want to let out aren't coming out. I could just write a letter,but what sense would that make? What will he even understand? The fact that I'm a coward that can't even express herself?

''Wei!''

Wei? Who even is Wei?

Lixin! Why are you screaming like this? Who's Wei?

''Well she's my friend and i can't find her...''

Friend?

Right he has more friends. Why didn't I expect this? I'm that dumb? Who even is this Wei as a person I would like to know more about her, she's my friend's friend after all... He should have told me about her! It's not right to find out about it like this...what if she steals him?

The dumbest jealousy I've ever had...

Where are we going,Lixin?

''You're gonna find out soon enough.''

At least let me see the way!

''I'll let you see after we reach the place"

Why are you keeping secrets just tell me!

"Be patient!''

Ok,I'll try to be patient,but if I try for nothing I won't follow you anymore...

''You'll see that it's worth the wait."

After some time,we finally reach it...a hotel room??

Lixin,what are we doing here?

''What I've been wanting to do since i meet you...We're 18,aren't we?''

I don't think it's a good idea...I can't do it...

''Why? I love you!''

Well,I don't...

I said as i ran away knowing that I lied...

Is it wrong to be scared?