Resurface?

Have you ever done something and then hoped for a certain reaction, or any reaction at all? Well, I have been on the loop for a whole month now, waiting and then the second month passes and yet there is not even a single reaction, or action done.

Its been weeks since I last sent Trevor the package. It's been a month and a few weeks since I called him. I have been thinking about this, no matter how hard I don't want to. It's stuck in my head because I surely would have heard from him right now.

My train of thoughts is cut sort when Madame calls me. I moved to the room next to her. Its way easer to be closer to her, I case she needs me. She has been getting weaker as days passed. The medicine is supposed to make you feel better but with cancer … it quite the opposite. I was so scared and then angry that I yelled at her doctor, but then I was given a detailed scientific explanation of what exactly they are doing to her.