02 A Player Without L

It may sound funny but I always compare myself with the football legend Ronaldo Luís Nazário de Lima, the one and only O Fenômeno, the Brazil football player star. Whilst I'm not a football player like him, not to mention a legendary one but both of us suffer the same reason why we could not involve anymore in our most beloved sport - by being fat. The real reason that Ronaldo was gaining weight was that he had hypothyroidism – a condition that has side effects such as fatigue, depression and weight gain. My condition more severe than him actually as I have heart disease called Heart Arrhythmia. When you have an arrhythmia, your heart has an irregular beating pattern. Serious arrhythmia often develop from other heart problems but may also happen on their own. It actually can lead to the Heart Failure. With heart failure, your heart doesn't pump blood as well as it should to meet your body's needs. It is usually caused by coronary artery disease, but it can also happen because you have thyroid disease, high blood pressure, heart muscle disease (cardiomyopathy), or certain other conditions. See? Serious isn't it?

Pity me, I just a young teenager who should have the best time of his life yet my life wasted mostly at the hospital white bed. Not only that I can't involved in the sport, I rarely go to school as my health conditions worsened. It's all started when I reach my 8th birthdays and still in the elementary school. In that time, I who didn't aware of my health problem, playing football with my classmate during the physical education period. While playing with full spirit and energy, suddenly my sight when black out and I lost my consciousness out of nowhere. My classmates and P.E teacher when panic, and I been send to the hospital with haste. Surprisingly, my life situation that should not be in serious way, now closing to the death door. I had sudden cardiac arrest, my heart actually stopped for few minutes before the doctors take the emergency procedure.

After surviving the immediate danger of life, things doesn't went better. I didn't allowed to return home and need to spend few days in the hospital. I have to take a few tests for searching the main why I collapse suddenly, and even knocking the death door. The research quite important for my future treatment and the doctors promise me that my life will back to normal after this. Yet, the more days I spend here, the gloomy those doctor become. The diagnosis of the medical expert shown my diseases incurable and harming my life if I started doing sports or physical activities, - make my world went dark. It become worst as my weight increasing drastically due to my metabolism disease, that detected afterward. Here I am, a sick fat boy waiting to die.

As the result, I always spend my time in my room alone. Most the time, the only individual in my house is me because my father and mother too busy with their work. I didn't get mad because I know that they loved me and tried to cure me with their best of ability. The cost of my treatment quite expensive, so I really thankful with my parent. As for the meal, my mother already prepared it earlier, so I just need to reheat it. My little sister prepared meals for me from time to time, but she also quite busy with her life as student and her preparation to enter university. As for me, I ended up repeating my high school years several of times, because the lack of my class attendance. I consider dropping out from high school, but my parents didn't allowed it.

The only thing that filling my gray life is the PC games and live football match. I am the Manchester United fan, although they doing bad at the moment. Yeah, I know some will mocking me about being fan for losing club, but hey, I have proven that I'm not a glory hunter like some plastic fans. I really enjoy playing the football games even the managerial one. But why I love the eroge? Actually one day, when I having my schedule treatment, I found new eroge CD box, sitting at the hospital waiting chair, maybe left by other person. With the full of curiosity, I take it back with me to my house secretly, without my parent knowledge. This is my first time playing this kind of game.

Thus, I tried to install it in my computer and play it afterwards. Boom, the rest are history, as I'm now officially become an eroge addicted. Sure, one must wonder why, but for me, a pitiful little guy who won't taste the life of riajuu, seek the comfort of love and intimacy in this heavenly game. Those who couldn't understand the pain of being alone and with love companions, albeit the damn riajuu, please explode! Uhum... I been side tracked by the vengeance....

So, even I reached the age of 20, I still enjoying the date/love simulation games, well, that's actually the reason why my sister didn't want to spend time together with me anymore. Alas, I never shame of loving this games, yet still following the football updated everyday. By the way, my sister also love football, and she even the ace of her football team club in the school! I remember that we training together in the past, before my health conditions ended those sweet moments.

Surprisingly, both of my passion and hobby combined together after the most infamy eroge "Love and Football - Both Must Score" appear in the market. Actually, I quite disappointed with the anime and manga industries that tried to adapt the football sport genre, but totally suck. So, I never expected that this game could be any better. Guess what, I'm right, but in same time, I admit that this game quite interesting. The game quite hard to complete it and until now, none of player reached the full achievement in CG archives departments, and shockingly, failed to get the true end in the story.

The game too hard, almost insane level, so most of player decide to use money as the great solution! Yes, you can charge money for in-game items, but, this game seem to be unbeatable! The official announcement has been made by the makers that the game actually having some bugs and affecting the A.I., cause the game play become harder and hard to predict. The NPC movements are totally random, same as the leveling systems. The new established game engine that been used by the game, Yggdrasil OS is quite advanced and making the game more realistic and enjoyable. Not only the difficulty make the game hated, the NTR scenes and events that happened in this game worsened the situations.

If you asking me what my opinions about this game, it's actually a great game. Firstly, even though you finished the game and failed to reach the true end, you can carry forward half of your stat parameters in the new game. Same as your payments and item transactions that you make in first game play. So, you need only to recharge once for each product that you want to buy in the game, and it will be permanently available for new start. The secondly, the character building quite fantastic as you can create your character into football player but more realistic and you even control the character movements in the match. The character ability will fully depend on the stats, so if the agility status is low, your movement also will be slower than the higher rate one. Last but not least, you can sleep with any women and still achieve the true end as long as the main heroine didn't realize that. Funny thing is, the cheating doesn't happened until you confess and accepted by the heroine. After you become couple, make sure to well covered your adult activities. Just don't let her see your actions herself, and you are saved!

Unknown to me, I wake up and found myself as a main character in this game, right after I finally achieved the true ending in the eroge, maybe the first time of the game history. Its take me 10 times playing back this game to achieve the impossible! I wasted about 10 thousand dollars, to achieve this. Don't misunderstand, all fund mostly came from my paycheck when I recording my game and doing the live channels in the Fastbook. I decide to do it live and hey, surprisingly, those viewers supported my work to complete the game, and begun to donate few dollars for it. Some of them wanted to see the all ero scenes that they couldn't reach it, while others were the ex-players who given up the task completing the game, hoping that I will achieve it one day. One game play can take about 1440 hours easily but as for me, who focusing on completing the archives, it can reach more that 3000 hours for one!

So, as I said just now, this game has special charge up using money, and one of it is the appearance of a hermit guy in the old temple. If you top up the game for first time with any amount, the hermit will appear at the old temple. He will give bless you with special trait, only one for each play, increasing your ability as footballer. The background story of the hermit is he used to be the greatest footballer in this game world before been caught in fixed match scandals. The hermit lost his job and went back to this old temple, making the place as his house. So, I pick that place as my first destination after realizing I now living in this game.

"Uh uh uh...." Finally I reached the highest step of the stair, and the old temple appear on my sight. And, cliffhanger again guys!

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Player Information (Current)

Name : Jimi Shujinko (male) | Age : 15 | Position : Center Forward

Learning

| Math 1 | Language 1 | Science 1 | History 1 |

Technical

| Corners 1 | Crossing 1 | Dribbling 10 | Finishing 10 | First Touch 1 | Free Kick Taking 1 | Heading 1 | Long Shots 10 | Long Throws 1 | Marking 1 | Passing 10 | Penalty Taking 1 | Tackling 1 | Technique 1 |

Mental

| Anticipation 1 | Bravery 1 | Composure 1 | Concentration 1 | Decisions 1 | Determination 1 | Flair 1 | Leadership 1 | Off The Ball 1 | Positioning 1 | Teamwork 1 | Vision 1 | Work rate 1 | Physical 1 | Agility 1 | Balance 1 | Jumping Reach 1 | Natural Fitness 1 | Pace 1 | Stamina 1 | Strength 1 |

Hidden Player Attributes

| Adaptability 1 | Consistency 1 | Dirtiness 1 | Important Matches 1 | Injury Proneness 1 | Versatility 1 |

Special trait

| none |

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