Chapter 18

STACE

I didn't want to tell Cam about Jimmy when he was away. I didn't want Jimmy to lose his job. It's not like I love Jimmy or I'm into him...I just didn't want him to lose his job...his mom's critically ill and so this is the only job he has that's helping him raise funds for her. I hate Jimmy more than anyone does but I wouldn't want that hatred cost his mom her life. I didn't care about them...but I put myself in his mom's shoes and to be honest...it won't be nice if I do this. I'm keeping a lot of secrets from Cam...that I know. I'd have to tell it all to him one day or someone else would I also know that.

"I'm gonna do it tonight". I say to Devika.

"Sex?" She asks.

"Urrrrggghhh.... no. Spill my secrets to Cam". I say to her.

"You think it's the right time?" She asks.

"I don't know but...I wanna be the one to tell him. Not someone else". I say to her.

"If you wanna talk about it with him...fix a day". She advices.

"No. It has to be today!" I say.