Chapter Eight

Trevor's POV

She's gone!

She had innocent blood and I still killed her!

Did my father really control my actions this much?

Maybe I could bring him down! But I'm sure no one wants to talk to me right now.

I messed up real bad..

There might be no forgiveness this time.

I tried to get some sleep but the ghosts in my head couldn't let me. I could still see that moment as if it was recurring right now.

The gunshot

How her head hit the ground

Her last break

Fuck!

I got up and went outside, maybe if I gave her a decent burial my mind would be at peace.

Marcus had ordered everyone to leave immediately she died. He told us to leave her body there , for it to be torn apart by dogs or whatever animal would find it.

How bad was this man!

I knew one day I would have the throne, I will control everything and when that day came this corpse of a father that I had will pay for everything he had done, even if I would die killing him, he'd pay for it!

It was cold outside as I went down the stairs, the alarm, that's what made her not make it out alive, I should have told her about that last stair.

I just couldn't forgive myself.

Her body was gone.

I thought..

I stared at the almost dried blood on the ground.

My heart, if I still had one shattered, I couldn't imagine an animal feasting on her, it only made me angrier.

I had to be positive.

Maybe one of the boys or even the girls came back for her.

That had to be it.

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School had a different atmosphere today.

I could feel all the eyes on me, not that I wasn't used to it ,but today it wasn't oogling, it was fear.

They were scared of me.

Actually I wouldn't have come to school if it was up to me. The bastard I have for a father threatened my friends like the cold hearted beast he was forcing me to come.

I really had to do something about him.

"Hey Trevor!" I heard the unmistakenly high pitched voice of Bancy.

Uurrghh!

Couldn't the bitch take a hint?

Ignoring her, I quickened my steps hoping to get to one of the boys before she caught up to me and I actually murdered her willingly.

She caught my arm making my blood pressure rise. I was so angry I could literally feel the blood pumping through all my veins.

"What?!"

I could see she was scared but she was trying so hard to look unafected.

Honestly the only person who never looked at me with fear was Katherine. She never seemed affected by me even the least bit and that intrigued me.

" I hear you put your little bitch to rest." She spat carelessly.

That's it!

I grabbed her by her throat and slammed her against the lockers.

" You need to learn how to close that little hole in your face or I'll take out each and every tooth in that mouth and make you choke on your own blood so if you know what is good for you you'll stay away from me before I forget you're female!"

She was struggling for air by the time I let her go and she fell to the ground.

Everyone actually looked impressed,like they had been waiting so long for someone to put her in her place.

Honestly I didn't even know why she was in the council.

I met Ernest and Ambrose by the cafeteria and they suggested we go watch Liam training instead of attending class, best news I had heard all day actually.

The coach threw us a glare as we entered the pool area but he kept his mouth shut, at least he knew what was good for him.

"AND WHERE THE HELL IS KATHERINE PETROVA!" He shouted as he went to the equipment office and I froze.

I thought everyone knew!

Or was he trying to upset me? Well he certainly did!

I stood up roughly and Ambrose brought me back down on the chair as Ernest held me down.

" Keep it together Kingston!" Ambrose shouted at me.

What was I doing?

Maybe I should have just given in to being who my father wanted. It wouldn't have come to this.

I couldn't help but think that maybe I would have saved her life that way.

Cian and the twins walked in heading towards us.

"You couldn't attend class either?" Ambrose asked as he embraced Cian.

The twins just nodded.

We sat in silence as we watched swim team do their heats. Water usually calmed my nerves.

"Thanks for taking her body." I said addressing no one in particular.

Melissa rose , came up to me and slapped me.

" Is this your lame attempt of a joke?" Her twin asked genuinely hurt.

" Don't ever cross that line again or I'll cut off both your hands ." I spat eying Melissa icely and she flinched.

" Easy tiger!" Cian said holding on to my shoulder.

That didn't bother me because I was used to her and I actually liked her, in fact I relaxed a bit.

" You didn't take it?" Ambrose asked raising his eyebrow.

"No. I went for it and found it gone so I assumed it was you guys." I answered.

"We came for it and didn't find it." Ernest said subtly knowing one detail could set me off.

" Then who.....oh shit!" I stood up coming to realisation who could have taken it.

Fuck being obedient, I was killing him today!

I arrived at the mansion and went straight to the study.

"You have no limits do you?!" I asked bitterly as I threw the chair nearest to the door on his desk.

He ducked and stood up unfazed as he walked over.

Once he was close enough I punched him hard landing him on the floor then I kicked him.

Blood had started coming out of his mouth but I didn't stop. He deserved it.

He reached for my leg pulling it hard and I landed on the floor then he got on top of me and started hitting me.

I protected my head and aimed for his stomach which threw him a little off balance giving me just enough time to reach for his gun.

Pushing him to the ground I stood up and aimed the gun at his head.

He laughed!

Son of a ....

" Trevor!" My mom appeared at the door shock filling her features due to the sight in front of her.

"Don't do it." She whispered.

" He made me kill her then he took her body." I cocked the gun.

My mom shrieked.

" I didn't take any body." He said carelessly as me moved to get up .

I kicked him back to the floor and he groaned in pain.

" If you do it you become him. I'm sure she didn't want that." My mom said.

" You don't know what she wanted." I spat bitterly.

"Killing him doesn't make him suffer, it's an easy way out." She said.

Right.

I wanted him to suffer.

I put the gun down and proceeded to walk out.

"If I were you I would be working out a way to tell her family she's dead instead of trying to kill me.

That stopped me dead in my tracks.

How the hell was I supposed to do that?!

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