Beatrice.
I stormed out of the car, it was childish and immature, but I was so frustrated, I wanted Beau to say yes, I wanted it to be easy and carefree and I wanted to be united. I wanted the decision I just made to feel like it was the best decision but all I felt like was that I impulsively left one emotional situation right into the mouth of the lion.
"That was a really stupid decision, Beatrice," Javier spoke coming around the rounded corner of the entryway as the front door closed behind me. "A really, really, really stupid decision."
"Javier..." I stuck my hands out in front of me warding him off, but it didn't stop his slow prowl boxing me into the wall.
"Was I not clear of the consequences Beatrice? Was I not clear enough when I told you what would happen if you didn't choose me? Was this all a joke? All a game in your head?"
"Javier please let me explain," I said my back was bumping up against the wall startling me.