Hungry at This Point

Classes started already but even though I'm in the classroom already, I felt that my mind was floating elsewhere. I stared outside the window while I was thinking of the possibilities I had in mind that might happen in the future.

            What if we haven't argued? 

            No… that cannot be avoided. In a relationship, you cannot prevent misunderstandings. There will always be a point that no matter how long you stayed together and are used to each other, you will still clash each other's opinions and feelings.

            What if I just agreed with him instead? 

            Fuck… why would I even think of this? One of the things that I find irritating is that I always say yes to what he says even though he's the one in the wrong. I'm such an idiot that even now that we've broken up, I realized that I was so stupid because of him. I will change, right? I will change, but…

            What if I begged him not to go?