Once Upon the Future Vulture

Osamu Dazai attempted five times to kill himself before he was successful. It is said that he was influenced by his idol, Ryunosuke Akutagawa. He was with his lover, on a Shinju double suicide, and drowned by the Tamagawa Aqueduct.

For me, it took one attempt.

I wasn't influenced by any figures nor had any lover or close friend who would take their lives along with me. Of course, I would be damned to ask them. Also, I didn't tell anyone my situation nor acted like I was suffering: if someone had discerning eyes to see my emotion mangled from the inside─I know one. I can only suppose though that he, the Strongest Mage, fell one step short into stopping the unforgivable sin I committed.