choice

Lisa's POV:

"winter...when will you be able to live happily without worrying about him, I hate seeing you suffer, when you're like this it feels like-... I feel Like I'm losing you, it really hurts me-"Pfft, you're such a cry baby, but thank you Lisa and I'm sorry for making you feel that way, maybe If I would have just made a report he wouldn't be here right now I feel useless now that he's here, like I can do anything, but it doesn't matter anymore because I will get through this. he said as he smiled

 "of course you will, don't choke on those words later, you understand? 'Yes mam, I should be getting up, we still have classes to attend-"are, are you sure you will be alright, I'm not sure what he thinks he's doing but, if you run into him you must be strong I will always be right here if you need me, okay? 'okay. I helped Winter off the bed and we waked to class. but before we walked in the class Winter grabbed my arm.

Winter's POV: 

\sob, sob, sob/ I-I thought I could do it but I can't, what if he got the same classes as me, no I know he has the same classes as me, he would go to such lengths just to mess with me. "It's okay I'm right here, we can stay out here for a little if you want? "can we go sit on the bleachers outside that be in our Gym class if we get caught I'll take the blame, I'll might have to have my schedule changed if he's- No, I won't change my schedule, I have to face this (what am I even doing right now?)

I'm glad you said that Winter, shall we head back in now or do you still want to stay out here for a little bit? Let's just stay for a little bit then head back to- 'Bring, Bring, Bring' oh It's Haruto

Winter- yes?

Haruto- where are you? are you okay? are you hurt anywhere?

Winter- yes I'm fine, but how did you know to call?

Haruto- I asked the teacher to use the bathroom as an excuse to check on you in the nurses office but you weren't there Lisa isn't in class either

Winter- I apologize I didn't think I would be able to go back to class because I was scared...

Haruto- you were scared?

Winter- I was scared he would be there!,.. I couldn't handle that much pressure okay.,

Haruto- I understand, sorry for meddling to much-

Winter- I'm at the bleachers with Lisa, if you want to come ,..bye

I hung up the phone and laid my head on Lisa's lap. "Lisa, I really do think I like him, Haruto I mean but I'm not sure if he would feel the same. 'Just give him some time okay. I...okay...

Haruto's POV: 

Do he know how worried I was about him- I-I was worried? \badump, badump, thump/ my heart started beating out of control "do- do I like Winter? (why do I want to see him so badly, why am I so worried about him?) I ran and ran until I made it outside to the bleachers (Winter, winter, winter, winter) was the only thing on my mind. when I seen him on the bleachers I ran to him. he sat up "so you actually came-

I embraced him into my arms as if I was trying to stop him from running away, like if I was to let go he would blow away with the wind yet I held him gently as if I was holding a baby.

"I was so worried about you.. (what am I doing?.) I thought you ran away or something I looked everywhere for you (don't) I... "sorry for making you feel that way, but it really wasn't that big of a deal,...and also thank you for worrying about me it makes me happy. he said as he turned his head and blushed.

"Okay you two love birds stop making us single people feel even more single, get a room. '"what, it's not like that"' we both said at the same time 'I wouldn't do something like that, so stop being disgusting Lisa!?.. (disgusting? right I never considered how he felt about me, hearing him say that makes me annoyed) (don't say it Haruto) "Yeah I guess it is disgusting haha. Winter and Lisa stared at me for a few seconds "I'm just going to go back to class, don't collapse again. I then turned my back and walked off.

"disgusting?... is he disgusted that Lisa shipped us two together, If that's how he feels than I guess he just made it clear to me where he drew the line, the line he won't let me cross. I really didn't think about how he felt about me, but I was so sure that he liked me, what a total doofus I am, I guess we can only be friends...ugh just thinking about it hurts my head, (I'll just head home)

Winter's POV:

"you are completely clueless to what you just did, you know right? "I don't follow? 'sigh, I mean that you just drew a line between you two, from my perspective saying what you said I would probably keep a distance from you. 'speak English please, I still don't understand what you mean???. "you practically just said you would never date him, and ruined his self-esteem "but I... didn't mean it... like that. 'Winter, I hate to say this but we can't be friends anymore, I never even considered you a friend in the first place.

 What? what do you mean Lisa, you're joking right? (she can't be serious) 'you see, your face tell it all, like you feel betrayed or I destroyed are friendship, now do you get it, what I just did to you is like what you did to Haruto. "I didn't realize...that what I said could hurt so much... I-I-I-I messed up... 'you didn't mess up completely, besides you don't even know if he likes you or not, so lets not jump the gun, before it's shot kay? "okay, I can at least apologize right? 'I don't see a reason why you can't.

we left the bleachers and headed back inside and as expected we were caught and punished but even after that Haruto seemed to not be at school... Maybe what I said really did affect him- wait so does this mean that he does have feelings for me. \blush/

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