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She chatted with her about the chapter that she was in which was the 21st chapter, she continues to tell her about the character Jules who was attending her sister funeral and adds that not much is reviled about the current just Nils past. “She is really your favorite author”, she points out. “OOHHH no, I accept every author s work”, she says while passing the book to her side to talk to her waitress. “So what was it that you said you fingered out yesterday?”, she widening her eye for responds. The waitress takes a breath and starts,'’ Do you remember when I had that food poisoning a week ago, so I went to the doctor three days ago and he said that'’. She takes another breath and says “well, I am pregnant”, she says with smile on her face.

Vanessa looked to be very surprised from the outside of the café; she looked pretty surprised about what her friend had told her. She then proceeded to say, “Congratulations you’re having a baby”, she said in a happy tone. “So what are you going to do while on the job, which one of you is going to take care of the baby?”. AMMM, my mom said she can take care of the baby while I am at work. The stuff at the cafe weaved at the waitress sating with Vanessa. She weaved back only to say “I need to go back to the back”.”Ok bye”, she said to her while she was getting outing up from the table they were on table. The waitress that took her order came back and placed her order on her table. She accepts her order in deep thought about what her friend just said, and reflecting it on her life. She then took her book from the position she had placed on and continued reading while putting her thoughts on pause for a while .She then finished her bun and coffee, then closed her book and put her cute book marker on where she ended so she can pick up from it later. Vanessa then decided to leave the cafe to visit her mom’s grave, so she took her bag and leaves the money for her order and a tip on the table. She moves past the tables of human beings to reach the cafe door. As she was coming out she was immediacy bumped over by someone she really did not see. She looked back to see no one so she continued walking in the direction of the grave yard. I knew that sometimes she went to her mom s grave when she felt empty; she never really was a person to feel too happy most of the time but when she was just little she would not be too happy. But, then I think she knew when she was feeling empty without purpose or excited for anything .All she needed was something, something exciting to do. Some would say that she needs someone, a friend to make her feel happy and distract her from the horror that was her life.

She stop to get flowers for her mother, there was a flower shop right about a few blocks from the cafe. She walked in the shop and immediately got the eye of daisies. I think this reminded her of a sunny day and that everything would be okay, also her mother would want something more joyful for her. She then bought the flowers and come of the store only to see some not clearly, this person was at the corner of her eye. She continues moving the path that she was on when she realize there was someone following her .It is not really that she saw something every clear, but it was the feeling she felt as if someone was watching her or following her. So she quickly rushed to the grave yard and hide behind one of the stones, she waited and waited up until she come out. Maybe I am going crazy, maybe at this time I should be questioning my sanity. I think for the most part Maggie was right, she thought while walking towards her mother s grave. She afterwards found her mother’s grave and placed the flowers then kneeled. She took a huge breath in and then exhales the air out. ‘Sorry, she started whispering.

‘'I just miss you so much and I juuu...st need your advice, I feel like I want to have a good meaningful life, but I just but I juuuuss.....t want to be normal like everyone else. I don’t want to have all these mental illness’’, she cried. ’’I Guess all I wanted to do was just give you a hug and tell you all my problems and for you to tell me that it is going to be alright even if it is not’, she cried out.

Most of the time, she never really cried but when she would visit her mom from the time she would cry. When she would go to talk to her mom everything would be all better. She would go back to her apartment and finger everything out.

She got up from her kneeling position and fixed her clothing and said good bye. After, she had talked to her mom; she walked across the grave yard and to her apartment. She looked at her phone and it was 19:49 and she had a call from Maggie. She picked up her phone to talk to Maggie “hi so I just wanted to ask you if we could talk and just hang out after work', she asked. Vanessa answered 'Yes, we could hang and just have fun after work'.”Okay that would be great”, Maggie answered.

'Okay', she said and hangs up.

She then proceeded to walk in the direction of her apartment as the sun set. She arrived at the complex as she walked into the elevator, seconds later she come out of the elevator to stepped out on her floor. All she wanted was to lay down and have dinner. Her face fall into a million places when she saw that her door was open, she backed away from the door to her neighbors door and started knocking. After knocking for about a minute she heard the door knob turn her head turn in the direction of the door .When she was her neighbor Mr. Gregson they silently passed sign languages. Mr Gregson moved closer to her apartment door quietly stepping onto the floor wood. He quickly, held up the lamp he had gotten from his apartment in defense of a person he was not sure was there. He turned back to see on one in the apartment living room and kitchen. He moved closer to her bed and checked her bath room to be secure. He then sent her a sign to get in not sure of what to do. 'No one ',he said moving closer to her.