Mental Breakdown-2

When David saw the two status windows of the men sitting at the bar, he stopped in his tracks. He remembers James Tyrion, as he is the fucker because of whom he had to go through all that torture. While he didn't recognize the Ramsay Tyrion character. But he figured that they must be brothers because both of them have similar surnames.

While standing behind, then he noticed that they were drinking alcohol. This triggered something in him. He don't know what it was, but suddenly his heart started beating faster. He started taking in deep breaths as though he was having a hard time breathing…

David started remembering his past. When he was a child, he was sent to boarding school. His father was a Commander of a Naval Ship. So he was out most of the time. While his mother had divorced his father. As none of them had time to spend time with him, he was sent to a military boarding school.

Because of their work, both of them hardly ever contacted him. During his holidays he would have to stay with his grandmother. She was a paralyzed woman from the waist down and she was toxic as fuck. Even after David would do everything that she would ask for, she still cursed him profanities. She called him a devil spawn, where the devil portion was meant for his mother. According to her, his mother destroyed the life of his precious son. That is why she is not different than the devil.

He complained to his father and mother about his grandmother's behavior. But they only advised him to be patient with her. She is just an old woman. He begged them that he didn't want to stay with her. But they just called him out for being selfish and they emotionally blackmail him to stay with her.

When he was 12 years old, his father passed away. He died of a heart attack. Then legally his mother became his legal guardian as his grandmother was unfit to be his guardian. But his mothers had other plans. She married a man just 6 months later after his father passed away. She and her new husband wanted to start a new life together. So they abandoned him with his grandmother…

Those years were tortured years for him. His grandmother never loved him. She would always curse at him. She use to treat him like a slave. Whenever he would need to buy some supplies for his school, she would make him beg him for days before she would fork up some amount of money…

They were in no sense poor. They could easily afford a good education for him. But his grandmother thought that he was not worthy of a good education. When he complained about this to her mother, she snapped back at him. She told him that he should be more PATIENT with her. After all, she was an old lady.

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Once while a reading fiction book in the library of his third-class school, he came across a murder mystery book. That book told him about how brilliantly an assassin killed an old lady by increasing the dosage of insulin in the old lady's medication.

The next day, David's grandmother passed away…

But this was the start of his misfortune. His mother's other family took him home with them. But they were really after the wealth that his father had left behind for him. They treated him decently when compared to his grandmother, but he knew their true self. He wanted to kill all of them as he killed his grandmother. But then he decided against it.

He was not a murderer. Nor does he want to become one. At that time the only thing that he could do was to wait PATIENTLY…

After he joined the army, he made his way to the chain of order. Sometimes he was ordered to do illegal stuff. He didn't want to do any of the illegal stuff. Those things were wrong on so many levels. But he still came through. Because he was ordered to do so. After all, in the military, if one does not follow orders then there is no place for you there. You will be fired. And David didn't have any other skills from which he could make a living in the outside world. So he chose to wait PATIENTLY.

He knew that higher-ups planned to use him as a scapegoat. If anything goes sideways that he would be the one who would be court-martialled. While higher-ups could deny knowing anything about his decisions. But the best thing that he could do at that moment was to wait PATIENTLY. After all, he could not just kill his higher-ups to make this all go away. He wishes he could have done that. But he couldn't.

After he got a very high position in the army, he had a chance to stick to the people that had offended him. He had a chance to take his revenge. He took revenge on them, but he let them off easily. It was not like they had something on him because of his which he let them go. It was just that, he hated them so much, that he knew that if he starts, then he would not stop. He wouldn't stop until he had burned them through the ground and made them pay…

Then he was dragged into this world. Here people had beaten him and even killed him for no apparent reason at all. He hated the fact that people just trampled over him from time to time and he just waited PATIENTLY for his chance. He hated his life. He hated the second chance that he got. He wanted to beat the shit out of the goddess or got who sent him there. All he wanted was to die. Die peacefully. But he was denied that too…

And now he saw that a man named James was drinking beer with his brother in the bar. He hated the fact that he was tortured for a crime that he didn't do in the first place. He was wrongfully tortured for several hours while that man drank alcohol while comfortably sitting at a nice bar. He hated it. He wanted revenge. He wanted blood. And he wanted it now. HE CAN NOT WAIT PATIENTLY NOW…

It was then David let go of all reasoning that he had.

"Save point." He said out loud. Then he took out a crossbow from his inventory and aimed it right at the head of the James…