Chapter 13: The Feeling (Part 2)

Julia's POV

Julia took a deep breath and sat on the bed. Julia missed a lot of calls from her. She sighed. Last night's agenda made her exhausted. "Julia?" Julia sat, and she looks at her Ma.

She gets inside to Julia's room. "What's wrong? Mariano told me you crying…." she said. Julia approached her Ma and hugged her.

Is that the best choice for her? The answer is no. She only tortures herself because she lets someone else win. That someone was Chester. He stills love her. She couldn't be more than a friend to Cecilia. Julia cried while she hugged her mom.

Julia wants to tell the world that Cecilia is hers.

Love is a complicated feeling that exists in human existence. Julia let go of her hugs and looks at her mom. "Hey what's wrong?" Julia sniffed.

"I think I'm in love with someone," Julia said.

"Are you confused by your feeling?" she's implied to Julia. Julia narrowed her eyes as she wiped her tears. How did she know? No one knows except Marcello, and he was already dead.

Julia told her mom everything while she laying on the bed.

Cecilia's POV

Cecilia closed her eyes and enjoying the chilly breeze on the rooftop while sip her hot chocolate.

She heard footsteps behind her. "Someone miss me?" She looks back.

"Chester?" Chester put the invitation on the table and hummed.

Cecilia sighed. She was hoping Julia was the one to say those words to her, not her ex-boyfriend.

Her agony made her more annoyed. Her thoughts about Julia gone wild. Since she is a Don, she tried to keep positive. Praised her for keeping DiNozzo out of the streets.

She's picked the invitation and rubbed it. "I heard you wanted to talk to me?" Cecilia shrugged her shoulders.

Chester sighed. He sat next to Cecilia. "I'm sorry," Cecilia stay silent, "Julia was the person who told me about your condition." Chester said.

The main entrance was where he walked to. He was unsure of crossing his promise. He shook his head, no. If you love her, let her go. Chester took a deep breath. "Julia watched you every day, Cecilia." She looks at Chester.

He knows what he was doing. He broke the promise with the Don, but it's the consequences should he through. Even after he died tonight, Chester felt exulted.

Chester doesn't feel the same. He wants to be married, but not with someone else. "I've watched her car every day." Chester re Chester closed his eyes to hold his tears. It's over for them. The remains chapter was their new life with their own respective. No more 'us' to them. It's remain memory.

Chester turned the doorknob.

"Why does she do that?" Chester shrugged his shoulders.

"Why you not find it by yourself?" Chester implied.

No one speaks. Chester wiped his face and walked towards Cecilia, who lose her words. Chester tapped her shoulder, makes her jolted and searching for his whereabout.

"Ch-Chester? Where are you?" Chester clenched his fist and strolled back slowly.

Julia's POV

Oh, he's got it all

He's got the life that they all said that he would want

And oh, he's got it good

So why the hell can't he feel like he should - Anson Seabra

Chester leaned his back on the door and closed his eyes. It's already over between him and her. Everything they've planned for already a past, but Chester doesn't feel the same as he planned. He took the box from inside his pocket and smiled. He sat on the stairs and stared at the box. She deserves to be happy with someone else.

Julia looked at him as he pondered. "Cecilia was waiting for you," he stated. Chester stood up and patted Julia's hand. "I want to see both of you at my wedding." He said as he vanished from her view.

"Julia?" Cecilia guessed.

Julia hugs her tight. Cecilia respond to her hugged and rejoice. "Where you've been these past few weeks!? You don't know how much I miss you! I thought…" Julia chuckled.

She grabbed Cecilia's hands and took a deep breath. "Mi dispiace," she said.

Julia took off her jacket and wearing it on Cecilia's shoulders. Cecilia demanded an explanation from her. She won't let go of her hugged. She misses her scent.

"I'm here wanted to ask you something." Julia let go of her hugged and looked at her. "Will you be patience with me?" Cecilia furrowed her brow.

Cecilia tilts her head after Julia said. "What do you mean?" Julia wiped her sweat.

"I avoiding you for these past few weeks because I'm unsure of my feeling towards you, Cecilia." Julia grabbed her hand and kissed her fingers. "I never dated a civilian before, a woman I dated before from famiglia mafiosa." Cecilia gasp.

Julia sniffed as she took a deep breath. "It's a gift for me, to know you," Cecilia touched her face.

Julia grabbed her hand and took a deep breath. "Also, I tried to open my heart for you. Let's doing slowly, okay?" Julia agreed.

She pulled Cecilia's hand to her embrace as she said, "mi dispiace, Cecilia." Cecilia nod her head. They hugged each other and enjoy their moment tonight.

Julia quivered as she touched her shoulder. "It's that hurt?" Cecilia furrowed her face. She let go of her hugged and unbuttoned Julia's shirt. "I-if you don't mind," their faces turned into red, their heart pounding so fast, and sweat dripping from their body. They looked at each other's eyes as Cecilia unbuttoned her shirt.

"I-I just want to check your wound. I-it's that okay?" Julia tries not to make an eye contact with her. Her face turned red when she can feel Cecilia's hand touched her arm. A tenant, who looked at them awkwardly, interrupted their activity.

"Cecilia!? What are you doing here!?" Cecilia jolted as Julia abruptly buttoned her shirt.

He pulled Cecilia's arm to his side and glared at Julia. "Do you think you can get out of this, huh?" Julia wants to explain herself, but the man forbid her to say a word.

"Don't talk to me, you pervert! Do you want to take advantage from blind person!?" He stared at Cecilia.

"Zio…" Zio shushed her and he punched Cecilia's nose and she was unconscious.

Cecilia's POV

Cecilia's face turned pale after the man proudly punched the Don. "Huh, pervert!" He said. Cecilia holds the man's hand, and she explains the misunderstanding.

"She's a Don, Zio Tommy. Sh-she's my friend." Cecilia said.

"Are you joking right now?" Tommy asked.

Cecilia shook her head. Before she says a word, Tommy runs away. Cecilia shouted his name and cursed, but he not coming back.

TBC