Taking Care of Her Celebrity Crush

'To take care of you…

That was so far reaching, so impossible a thought that I wouldn't even dare to think it…

So pleasantly addicting a thought that I dared not think it, lest I drive myself into false ecstasy…

No I wouldn't entice myself with false hope…

And even if my heart dared to wish it… 

And my straying mind dared to mould the pretty picture… 

In a delightsome reverie, or in the most fantastic dream...

Then my rational me would immediately awaken and cut it short… 

And end my false ecstasy…

For my heart knows in truth,...

Being with you is beyond just a silly little dream I would someday forget…

Or a flimsy wish on a star, on a cloudy night…

It is a will that equals my will to live.

…

Huff…

So for lack of intoxicating imagination…

For lack of romancing your mirage…

I am now stuck with actual you, and don't know a single thing to do… haha…