PUT TWO AND TWO TOGETHER

"ROWAN, if my mother dies, I might go insane and burn the entire empire down."

Because Runa knew that if her mother died, her father would follow her.

If that happened, she would be alone.

And she didn't want to be alone again. Of course, she wasn't literally alone. But she would be devastated if she lost both her Mother and Father at the same time.

"It's alright if you do that."

Runa scoffed. "That's not something a Cleric should say. You should be spreading good values to your devotees, you rude punk."

"That's why I'm telling you that I don't deserve to be a Cleric."

She let out a sigh. "Rowan, listen carefully–"