Well Resolved

Tito has not contacted me for a week. I kept trying to contact him many times but his cell phone still couldn't be reached. It feels like grieving. Feelings of guilt and anger seem to become one and produce uncontrollable emotions.

In the office, people even call me a lioness who has woken up from her long slumber. Not a day without berating I can only vent my anger on my work. It would be nice if I could vent it with food or exercise.

I am now the figure of the old Fildza. No more friendly smile on my face. There was only a flat face with no expression except anger. My problems never end with Tito. After the incident that night, there was no more communication between myself and Tito. I don't know what Tito is thinking right now. He thought I was a jerk who had toyed with him.

One thing that made me like this is. I can be separated from that bastard Stevan who has ruined my relationship with Tito. After the incident that night, Stevan still kept trying to approach me shamelessly. He didn't even apologize for the misunderstanding he had done to me; he still sends flowers either at the office or at home. And I always throw it away even spit on it because I'm annoyed and feel disgusted.

That night after work I ventured to visit Tito's residence to give Tito a clear explanation. After arriving many times I rang the bell and no one came out to open the door. Either Tito is inside or not. As far as I know, Tito lives alone because his parents still live abroad.

I won't give up. I waited outside his house for more or less, maybe about 3 hours. I waited in front of his house and no one came out of the big house. I kept thinking about the possible places Tito would visit after I search one by one, the results are not there. My only fear is that Tito will go abroad again without saying goodbye. Just hearing this makes me feel like getting angry.

After waiting for a long time, I decided to go back home. When I went home I kept checking my phone, not forgetting I always checked social media and hoped I could meet Tito and explain everything.

I feel frustrated with the problem I'm facing. I didn't think the problem would be this big. I also feel disappointed and hurt because it turns out that Tito's love is not as strong as I imagined. He just chose to disappear rather than directly settle it with me.

On the other hand, Tito still couldn't believe what Fildza had done to him. He continued to be alone and contemplated what he had seen at that time whether it was real or just an illusion. The more he thought about it, the sadder he felt. Is this my recompense for what I did to Fildza before? Tito said in his heart.

Tito felt unable to meet Fildza because he was afraid of his emotions towards Fildza and caused him to be unable to control his emotions. Tito chose to avoid Fildza for the time being until he really can control his emotion and find out the truth.

It doesn't feel like the day has gone by so fast. A month has passed and Tito still hasn't contacted Fildza. Fildza tried to keep herself busy so she wouldn't think too much about her problems with Tito. Fildza felt a little relieved because it turned out that Stevan had finally decided not to pursue her anymore and moved abroad.

At first, Fildza felt sorry for Stevan, but because of what he did to Fildza that night, Fildza didn't sympathize with Stevan anymore as time passed Fildza slowly began to forgive Stevan. Fildza still hopes that she can meet Tito soon and resolve the misunderstanding between the two of them.

That afternoon Fildza was having lunch with her two colleagues at a fast-food restaurant near her office. Suddenly Fildza saw a man who looked like Tito. The man was wearing a long white shirt and wearing gray pants. Fildza jerked up from her seat and followed the man out of the restaurant. Fildza started to approach him slowly and patted the man's shoulder and said

"Tito!"

Then the man looked back at Fildza. Fildza was shocked and apologized to the stranger because it turns out that what Fildza saw was someone else, not Tito is just that his posture was slightly similar to Tito

Fildza felt a little embarrassed and immediately went back into the restaurant where her colleagues were waiting for her. After finishing eating, Fildza and her colleagues returned to the office in front of the office. She saw another man who looked like Tito. But this time she didn't approach him and just kept going past the man. Fildza felt that maybe she had gone crazy for thinking all the men she saw were Tito.

When Fildza passed the man, the man pulled Fildza's hand so that Fildza turned and turned to him. Fildza was surprised and wondered if what she saw was Tito and it turned out that the man was Tito. Fildza was silent for a moment, then Tito started calling for Fildza after Fildza woke up from her daydream, she immediately approached him and hugged him. Tito also hugged Fildza back and did not refuse her.

I miss you so much Za, said, Tito

Me too, Fildza replied.

I am sorry for avoiding you and not being mature, Tito said again.

No, I should be the one apologizing, said Fildza

Fildza then let go of her hug and looked at Tito with tears in her eyes.

Sorry I came to you late, said Tito kept on apologizing

Never mind, you're not late at all. I'm still waiting for you. Fildza explained to Tito.

You have to go back to the office now, I will wait for you at the coffee shop near here, said Tito telling Fildza to return to the office because she saw Fildza's colleagues were still waiting for her.

Ah, that's right. I'll be right back, said Fildza again and then left Tito and went back to the office.

Fildza rushed to finish her work and told her assistant to hand it over to her boss and Fildza said goodbye and left the office.

After she handed over the task with her assistant she immediately ran to meet Tito was waiting for her at the coffee shop near the office, After arriving at the coffee shop and meeting him, Tito smiled at the arrival of Fildza Fildza smiled broadly at Tito had been waiting for her at the coffee shop.