chapter 9

Going on a run away from the pack house. Is just what I needed to clear my head. I know that Sarah is going to think that I left her behind. But I know she is working things out with Logan. I'm happy for her. She finally came out to Logan that our mate.

Now she can get some closure and hopefully things will work out for the best. She can become closer to her family.

Getting some answers that she has always wanted. But for me on the other hand it's different because I have no family left. What family I do have left does not accept me or want me. I have come to terms with that over the years. I kind of enjoy being on my own.

I'm never really lonely because I always have Sarah. I don't really know now things with Logan is going to happen. But things are going to change I know that. She really doesn't want to become luna. She wants to become a science teacher.

I'm just hoping that it will all work out in the end. I hope she is still going to go off to college. Because that is what she won't to do.

I got to figure out for myself what I'm going to do with my life. I don't want to go to college. I have no interest in it at all. All the bullies and judging people we had to go to school is in that pack.

Most of the people of that school got it from there parents, who live in that pack. I prefer to just stay away. As Sarah like to say, people are supposed to mature when they get older. But not that bunch of kids. We had to go to school with them.

Really not knowing exactly were I'm running to, but it just feels great. It has got pretty late now and everything has got dark. I'm pretty sure that the pack probably are setting off the fireworks by now. I come to a slow jog I realize exactly where I'm at pretty close to the graveyard where Uncle J is buried.

I'll walk over going into the graveyard and I just lay down beside his grave. I'm just going to spend the night here! Closing my eyes and laying in my wolf form I just let darkness take over me.

I wake up and I noticed the sun is pretty high up in the sky. I can tell it should be somewhere around noon.  I get up and stretch out. Not really seeing anybody around so I shift back and go over to where I keep some clothes stored and change back. Going over at the grave I plan on spending the rest of the day here cleaning up the places.

Talking to Uncle J  throw out the day. I stay there till the sun starts to finally set. I go over and put my clothes back up and shift into my wolf form. I watch the sunset until it's all gone and then it starts to get dark again.

Getting up and take off towards the house. But when I get there I can tell that somebody has been here. I know exactly who was here. Picking up the spare key and move it to a different place. I don't want anyone coming into the house now that they know where my spare key is.

I end up just making it a lazy Sunday lounging around the house not really going the worst about doing anything. I noticed that Sarah has called my phone a few times and left me some messages which I read through but I just don't send anything back.

Before you know it's Monday again. I have decided to just skipping today. It's not like we're going to be having any graduation meeting. I'm pretty sure that Sarah and Logan had a lot to discuss and probably tell her brother and mother about. As I know she probably has a lot to fill me in on to.

I don't think that I'm ready to really hear all of it just yet. I just going to send her a text. I know she's in class right about now so I'm going to telling her I'm not coming in today. That I'm just gone finish using up the rest of my days off. That I will catch up with her later.

After sending her the text I go back and pack up a small bag of food. Grabbing a jacket then heading out the door locking everything up and just go away for a few days. One thing different about me and Sarah is then I claim myself as a Long Wolf years ago!

With a destination in mind the first place I'm going to be going is the Alpine mountains. Then probably just make a loop around check out what all is going on with other packs near us. We have one that is located on the other side of the Alpine mountains that is West of my cabin and it's about three hours away.

Then going north there is only the Canada border which is only two days from there. Then you have the east and I think the nearest pack is probably four days from there. Which is at the Border of North Dakota.

Heading south the next pack probably wouldn't be until Wyoming but I'm not going to go there. I'm going to cut right through and head back to the Alpine mountains which will be four days. I'll be back here by Thursday morning.

When I get back it will only be about three weeks until graduation. I'm pretty sure once I get back Sarah is going to have loads to tell me. Probably talk my ear off about disappearing.

Don't think I'm looking forward to that.  I just tell her this is my senior trip. That I would have invite her to come to. But I know her mom, brother and mate Logan would have a major hissy.