chapter 14

Okay first of all, I did send Sarah a text on Saturday. I told her that I'll see her monday at school. We will catch up then. The trip that I went on was for me to think about a lot of things. One of those things is this, I said pointing my finger between him and me. This mate thing.

I don't know what Sarah has told you but we are different in other ways. How about I get all these groceries put up. Then I can make us some sandwiches.

If you're hungry? Then we can sit down and talk ok? Yes, I want that for us to talk. Let me help you put things away?

You can make some sandwiches while I put these groceries away. Kill two birds with one stone! I can do that he says looking up at me with a big smile on his face.

Okay so do you like turkey sandwiches with cheese and pepperoni, lettuce, and tomato with light mayonnaise? 

That sounds good to me Shane said. Well good you can make two of them sandwiches. I'll get the rest of this put up and we should be done about the same time. I'm going to grab us some chips. What do you like better sour cream and onion or barbecued or plane or nacho cheese Doritos or Cool Ranch Doritos or cheesy crunches? The nacho cheese, alright I'll grab a couple bags of those.

What do you want to drink? Water is good. Then water it is.  By the time I grab the water and than the chips, he had the sandwiches all made.

So living room or front porch, I asked him? Front porch sounds good we walked out there. I sat down on the porch table over at the end. So you ask me about where I went? I told you a senior trip.

I left here and headed up to Canada went all the way across the mountain down towards North Dakota then came back up to the Alpine mountains and then back home. It's just one big loop it takes me four to five days to make it.

While I was on this trip I did a lot of thinking that was one of the reasons why I went on it. Thought about this mate thing. I wanted to give it a try!

I thought about what I'm going to do after I graduate. I don't want to go to college. I did figure out what I really want to do! It might take some college classes which I end up doing online.

If that's the case then I'll just double up the classes the summer. It should only take me about a year to get what I need. I thought about the job lots of times. I would be willing to change my life, if I was helping make this work with us. I chose to give it. I willing to take a big chance.

I came up with my answers the biggest one. I will not budge on this my home. I'm going to stay here. I want no part of that pack. I will not live in it. I will go to pack gatherings or holiday parties. I like for you to celebrate holidays the way I celebrate them.

I call this compromising. I am willing to try all this for you. I'm interested and see how you feel about this?

You moving in with me here? I'll give you my phone number. If you don't already have it. We can call or text. I don't know what you think or what you want as far as having a family?

In all honesty I do not want no kids but with you I'm willing to try. The max limit would be two if you really wanted lots of kids. The other thing is the mine link! I was telling you earlier, I did it with Sarah through our blood Bond.

We were just messing around didn't even know that it would even work. Honestly I don't even remember, how we even got it to work. So if we tried it I'm not a hundred percent sure that it would even work. Another thing is holiday trip, I take one trip every year to some places.

I don't know if you would actually like sleeping outside. When I go out on trips I take a little bag for emergency cases the rest of time you're either in human form during the day and wolf form at night. They're not easy to go on for some people. You have to hunt your own food and find your own water source. It's something that I did with Uncle J. Ever since I was a kid.

It's a tradition that I keep going on every year. I'd love to do it with you. I've took Sarah on some. When I go sometimes I'm gone two or three nights before I come back. I'm willing to try Compromise. Working together about what I like and what you like.

What I'm absolutely firm on and what you're absolutely firm on we work together to figure it out. Theses are things that I thought about the whole time I was gone. I'll let you think about it and then you can get back with me.

If you're up to or interested in trying to keep our mate a try this way.

Thank you so much for telling me all this. Opening up to me, you don't know how much this means to me Riley! I do want to work out being mated to each other! I know it's going to take us talkin and lots of time getting to know each other. I'm all need and I don't see why we can do things like you mention.

I'm confused about some stuff and I want answers to. One is why can't I smell your scent even when you're close to me? Sometimes I can't smell you being human scent!