chapter 17

After few minutes of catching your breath and calming down. Shane looked at me. You know it might sound stupid or maybe it seems too early to say this but from the little time I've known you I can tell you are laid back person. Who doesn't seem to want to be around lots of people.

You are smart and intelligent and you have a funny sense of humor. I love that about you. I'm falling in love with you. I don't know how anybody in their right mind wouldn't get to know you.

You're a amazing person and I know that Sarah is one very lucky person to be your best friend. I'm honored and delightful that the moon goddess picked you for my mate. I love you Riley.

I can't wait to spend more time with you and to maybe one day have a child with you. Call it instincts or whatever you will be a great mother.

Oh so you do want kids I said!

Yes one or two of them. I want them with you, my amazing beautiful mate. Which I hope sometime soon you'll be my wife. Because the word special doesn't even cover how spectacular you are. I want you to be more than just my mate. I want us to be each other's equal partner.

I don't want you to feel like I'm rushing you, because I'm not in any way. I'm 23 years old. I'm ready to have my mate by my side. To find my place in my pack and maybe have at least one kid. I want to be able to support you in whatever you choose to do in your life.

Like you said, we can communicate work things out. Be open with each other, not to hide things from the other. If something is wrong or upsetting you, I want you to come and talk to me. We will work it out together.

My uncle always said communication is the key that in any relationship whether it be love or friendship that they will always be give and take to Any circumstances.

You sound like you're willing to work with things for me as I'm for you. What you are saying and ask I accept. I have no problems with you being Pack beta and we can live here. I could work at the Alpine gravel Company as assistant a couple times a week.

We both can be members of the pack but live here. If we have kids they can be apart of the pack if they choose.  that's one thing we can talk about when that time comes.

I just won't them to have a choice. If they choose to live in a pack life like you did or live outside a pack like me. When it happens and I become pregnant we stay like we are talking about. I was given the choice at the age of six years old to choose. At that ages I  understood everything around me and really knew what I wanted for myself.

I hope not until a few years later that this happens me getting pregnant. If it happens before then we will work together and start our family. It's just not something I want to rush into right away having kids. But it's better to talk about it now and to know each other's thoughts on this subject.

Your uncle had very wise words and he is right that is something my father believes in talking and working things out together. Even though he is my dad and the alpha of the pack. He didn't communicate to the people of our pack that humans or ranks of a person was not to be belittled by anyone. He should have done something to correct the way our Pack people talk about other.

That why Logan and I want to step up and change this about our Pack. Because of this very reason is why it took me and him so long to find our mates. Because people judged you and Sarah. Some people will all ways spread rumors, but they need to realize that it could be the very person they're talk about could be the very person that could help them or even save their life.

It needs to be stopped especially in our pack that is not how I or my brother want our pack to be. We want a better pack then we can be proud of together.

Not one that just spread rumors and hurts others. Not only for us pack members but for our future children. I won't this pack to be open minded, kind hearted and hard working a pack that everyone can appreciate.

You know Shane you really sound like an true alpha right now. I agree with everything you said and if what you are talking about and describe was like that when I was a kid I might have changed my mind and became a pack member of our pack.

It was because other people in that pack. I didn't take your father offer.

He made me and my uncle J all those years ago. It's very sad to say that the humans are more respectful then your own pack and I am a wolf.

I'm so so very sorry you have to feel that way growing up and from your own kind. I want you to know Riley, that I will try to make our pack better.

I will not put my pack before you. Because you're my mate and I will always be there for you first and our kid. Whenever we are blessed with one. 

I'll let you know now, what you said earlier about our kid. Making the choice living inside or outside of this pack I accept that. You have no idea how happy I feel right now. Just being able to talk all this out with you and making future plans together.