chapter 29

I was starting to get very worried for my mate. I have been sending her messages and even calling her and it's going straight to voicemail, why would she have her phone off. I called Sarah to speak to her. She told me that Riley was in meeting with some business people, about her work.

That she wouldn't be there today. She'll be working doing something different towards her future plans. Why didn't she not tell me anything about this? Was she trying to make it a surprise for me. Was Sarah not supposed to tell me?

Something just felt off, I couldn't put my finger on it! I tried to reach out through our bond, but something was strange it was like something was blocking it.

I just can't get over the feeling of something might be wrong.

Shane,.. Logan called out to me, listen man go on home. I'm sure that she'll show up right after everything is done. If not she'll be there by the time school lets out. There's got to be a explanation to why she's not answering her phone.

Your ride, it might be just another big surprise. Honestly brother you're not doing yourself or anyone here any good go home and try to relax. I'll say she'll probably be home in the next few hours. Anyhow it's already two o'clock.  If anything happens call me and I will be right there okay.

Yeah you're right Logan it's probably just something she's got planned. I'm going to tell her to stop doing this it drives me crazy and I worried sick about her. I just can't get over this feeling that something has been off with her here lately.

She is hot really been eating, she don't sleep good. She always been like this living by herself not taking care of herself. I don't even think she ever eats breakfast. I keep wanting to bring up her seeing a doctor. I know she won't come to the pack doctor. When she gets home, I'm going to talk to her about going to a human doctor. I just want to know that she's okay.

Wait.. wait ..wait.. a minute, oh my gosh. I'm going to say this but think about it, could she possibly be pregnant?

She's tired, she doesn't act like herself, she's not really wanting to eaten in the mornings, has she been getting sick or throwing up lately? That you know of.

Maybe it's too soon for her to be getting sick, maybe what you need is a prego test.

I don't know, but I don't think so! If you think about it we've only done it two times. So like two or three days if she is that's too early to test right? Okay I'm going home now and wait for her to show up. Then we are going to sit down and figure out what is going on with her. When I say we I mean me goodbye brother.

When I got home and open the door, I saw something laying in the floor.

When I seen the envelope that said my name, I felt like I couldn't breathe. No.. no no no this can't be happening.

I reached down and grabbed both the letter and the book. I sat down on the couch and open the letter.

      Dear, Shane

I hope that I'll make it back home before you see this letter. If you are reading this and it's after six pm then something probably went wrong! I want you to know,  I love you with all my heart!

Do you remember me telling you about Sarah and I making blood bond. When we were kids. Well it's in this book, there with lots more about the blood bond then we truly understood as kids. It's actually a blood ritual bond!

I'll give you a example. The Chinese have a symbol called yin an yang two separate pieces, black and white. When you put them together it makes one whole piece.

That is the ritual that we did as kids. What happened to us a few nights ago was because of Sarah, but because we are tied together as one it affected me to.

Sarah was mistreated in the pack for many years and she was the key to saving our pack. When they except her and she accepted the pack. Moon goddess rewarded her by giving her extra strength or nobility.

It's way moon goddess reward, a child. Because they when through years of bad and never did anything evil or selfless. She still play her part as she was always meant to. She was to be rewarded for that.

With Sarah and Logan being fully marked and Mated the circle was complete. Because me and her are  together as one spirit bond. My Circle had to be completed with us. These is why the two of us had that reaction, spirits of the moon goddess blessed us.

You might think or see this as blessing, but it's not. Me and Sarah have a half of spirit but together we have one. If one of us receives Good Fortune the other will receive bad.

That is how we made it through so many years together, because it was back and fourth. We was there for each other. This is how the ritual works. It was designed for someone dying and some one living. To coexist together as one.

Now that the whole circle is complete the ritual cursed us and the moon goddess blessed us. This is why sarah's been so happy lately. I have been feeling weak and drained.

There is only one way to break the bonds is with some dark magic ritual the black  and a ultimate sacrifice the White and the battle of the vale the Circle.

Shane I love you, I absolutely will not accept dragging you into this curse bad life with me. I have a 50-50 chance to survive this. I will fight like hell to come back to you!

                          Love, our amor