Stella Blusea

Hera couldn't take those memories coming in a flood anymore. It was too much for her to bear. She knew that Lancelot had the best intentions when talking with her earlier, but she wanted to kill him out of frustration. She had been hiding from her past for a long time. She didn't want to look back at it and suffer even more. 

'The next part... the next part is the worst one... I don't think I can handle it anymore,' she thought, her breath unsteady, several drops of cold sweat running down her face. 

The Colonel needed some minutes more to meditate and calm herself down. Thankfully, it was night, so nobody could see the tears that were running down her face. For a while, she kept sobbing, wiping out her tears as long as they left her eyes. 

'Apollo, Clarice, Brenna... Gabriel... I miss your company so much. I feel so lost without your guidance. I would give everything I have to return to the past and do everything differently,' she lamented.