LOGAN’S P.O.V
Anger
Pain
Disappointment
Murder
These feelings have been my constant companions for a while. I can barely remember what it feels like when I didn’t have these emotions filling up my every thought.
Once in a while I find myself feeling serene and that’s when I burn out and fall asleep. Then, I have a little peace when I dream about Charlotte and I.
When I wake up, the emotions come back in full force. I haven’t slept in almost 36 hours. Fatigue is a lot better than realizing that she isn’t in my arms and succumbing to the crippling disappointment.
Every night by 8 p.m I get a new video from Hunter. Some are already pre recorded and some are live. On some days, he sends me two videos but no day has gone by without me receiving at least one.