Tayo_S

Have you ever wondered what I'd felt like to be stuck between worlds. I know how it feels and trust me it's not a good feeling. 

      Being stuck between two worlds is kinda like a hell or something, two worlds competing to get you into their worlds.

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      My name is Irina Rose and I have been constantly put down my whole life. I have been mocked, humiliated by those who should be closest to me. 

      I wondered if I was good enough to be loved, worthy of their love. They gave me so many scars, ensuring that I would never rise up, but I did, like a phoenix. 

      He thought I was a toy that could be discarded at will, a nobody. I thought so too until I met 'HIM' , the wolf, then 'HER' , the vampire. Now my life's changed and filled with a whirlpool of surprises.

Him, Her and Me

Him, Her and Me

       I had actually induced my fainting this time. I bit down on my tongue so hard that I fainted from the pain. What I had seen was too much for me to bare.


      Was it a dream? Could it be true? Was he human? I had seen a man singing at the top of his lungs in Damian's voice. 


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       Rainy's spell should have ended 3 days ago and the fact that it did not worries me a lot. Did he place extra time? Was the spell going crazy? Did he put too much magic into it? 


      I had tons of questions in my mind. Even though I seemed anxious at the moment, I did not at any point during my one month stay think of going home, perhaps at the start but that barely counts.


      Being with Rose was freeing. She was a loveable girl and I totally loved being with her. It wasn't like being with others, she was different. 


      Even though the spell could wear off any moment, I stayed by her side, played, trained and went to work with her. I don't want to leave but all good things must eventually come to an end.


      I got out of my room, went to the living room, sat on the couch staring blankly into the air. I started to feel nauseous and I knew what was coming, I started singing a song praising Rainy in deep Baritone voice.


      As I sang, a power immobilized me and I turned back into a human. I immediately decided to turn back into a wolf and stay with Rose some more, but in the midst of my transformation she comes out and we lock eyes. 


      She sees me in my human form, stares for a while then faints leaving me staring blankly.


      Rose had seen me in my human form and probably got scared. I could not erase her memory, it could have adverse effects. Perhaps it was time to come clean. 


      I could come clean, humans tended to like that. I like Rose and so I'm coming clean.


      Why am I always getting lied to? Am I so manipulatable? So gullible? Do I look so stupid? Even though I understand why he lied it doesn't make it better, I HATE LIES


      Damian had just come clean. He told me the truth about everything, how he had inadvertently caused the lightning incident and Rainy's spell. 


      I was not in the least amused about this order of events. He had not stayed because he wanted to but because he was forced to and that made me feel very angry for some reason. 


      I told him that I would like to process this recent development and walked out of the house. It was so annoying how I was led around by the nose and believed I was special. 


      I probably had no trace of magic in me and he probably only agreed to train me out of guilt. I must have looked like a fool this entire time. 


      He must have probably been laughing on the inside about how gullible I was. I feel so stupid! First, Johan lied, now Damian lied. A guy, if that's what he even is, lied to me again. What's with guys and lies! 


      I originally went out for some air but found myself in a taxi heading for a club. Damian had helped create the new me, helped me to find light in the dark, helped me to find the real me under all my layers, which made taking a stance hard. 


      It was a huge blow to me that it was all lies, cause I really trusted him. 


      It was going to take a huge amount of drinks to make me numb and I knew just the place to go, Exotic.


... (Irina Rose's POV)