Mommy issues.

[Disclaimer: strong language, suicide attempts, toxic behavior, gore.]

"No matter how many times you cut your own throat open, you won't die Taci! did you spend the whole night doing this?" Fernando Asked while standing over a bloody corpse that laid barely asleep on a pile of glass shards.

The whole living room looked like a crime scene, "Nice decor btw! is this where you stay with your mate? this could've been the place he died in as well, if you weren't so pathetic." Fernando added, tapping on the body with his foot to wake him up.

"You...made me...hurt him." Tacito said as he rose up from the ground, no matter how many times he tried to kill himself last night, it didn't work, he even resorted to cutting his own throat and wrists several time, with the same pieces of broken Glass from that bottle he drank from yesterday.

But he failed, and it didn't help that he felt the pain of it all, he felt every bit of the agonizing process, and still no matter how severe his injuries were, no matter how much he bled into the carpet, cut into his own flesh, his body simply healed itself over and over, until it became obvious that even death was impossible.

"What are you doing for fuck's sake...do you realize I made you more powerful Tacito?! you can even tear someone's limbs with just your bare hands!

Though, I'm a little proud honestly with the progress we're having in our relationship... should we try therapy next?" Fernando joked.

"I'm... going to...kill you."

"Oh please my little boy, only me can kill me!"

"Father...killed you...before."

"Oh right! that brainless Foot-licker had beaten me to death once, how can I forget such a thing? actually he didn't kill me, I let him kill me I mean, I could've killed him in blink of an eye, but i just let him do what he wanted! haha!

And he died soon after, so we're even now! also I love how you're calling him Father, Tacito... I wish Thorn was worth staying with, maybe we would've been like a little cute family all together!" Fernando replied.

"Let the people... I care about...live in peace."

"Yeaaaah...no! Anyways, I broke Thorn's heart again in this world...I dated him, before Garrick.

However dating Thorn went peacefully this time! like no blood no unplanned pregnancies, I made sure my little mistake doesn't happen again or else, you would've ended up with a Younger sibling, another mistake to back you up."

"You met him... again?...but why didn't...you kill him?"

"Hun, it's people like Yurei and Ned I enjoy Crossing off the list, they're the real threat to me...not your father.

Killing someone as fucking dumb as Thorn is a waste of time and resources! people like him can be useful alive though, to get the job done and make it easier for me to reach my actual targets...

Although I must admit, he was a really good lover, a real beast in the bed too, oh I pity that fool!"

"Fernando...You're not worth... a hair on... my father's head."

"Neither is you apparently! Thorn is living his life, he always does! but where do you fit in? maybe back in Derora you could've like walked up to him and called him father, but if you do it now, he'd think you're insane." Fernando spoke smirking, "Look at you all covered up in blood, just like your father...this color, crimson red suits you better Tacito." he added.

Noticing Yurei knife nearby, "YOU COULD'VE JUST KILLED ME! FROM DAY ONE YOU COULD'VE JUST KILLED ME YOU DEMON!" Tacito screamed on top of his lungs grabbing the weapon, he lunged at Fernando but the shorter man Dodged the blow easily.

"Hey! no blaming Me! no one told you to get out of that party alive?

Oh right! You said your shitty mate saved your life, Yurei is such a nuisance! dump his ass!...no wonder you have worse anger management issues than your dad, it's all Yurei."

swinging the knife again, " My fucking issues...they came from...YOU! YOU FUCKING WHORE!" Tacito shouted, this time he grazed Fernando's cheek causing it to bleed slightly.

"Oh You have no idea how much I love the way your eyes look right now Taci! that lunatic look, like father like son...that was exactly the last thing I saw in Derora before I died."

"SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT THE FUCK UP!"

Leaning backwards, Fernando dodged another certain swing, " oh! that was a close call! but seriously playtime is over, I gave you one job and you couldn't do it right? I can't blame you however, he's your mate but c'mon how hard is it to get rid of another person with a body like yours?

You didn't even need the modifications, the original version of you can kill anyone so easily."

"IT IS AS FUCKING HARD AS IT IS FOR YOU TO LET GARRICK LIVE HIS FUCKING LIFE IN PEACE! AND STOP CONTROLLING MY BODY!"

"Sorry sorry, bad joke I know! I can tell how hard love can be, but can you blame me for being insanely in love with a guy who already has his mate? like where the fuck did this Ned guy come out from?!

First time I met him in Derora, I was shocked! I 100% thought that Aroon was the end game for Garrick, and I thought that eventually with Aroon's body, Garrick would love me.

However That wasn't my original plan, If only Garrick didn't see what happened that day... I wasn't even going to hurt poor Aroon let alone kill him, and if Aroon just walked away that day and didn't come after me, he would've walked alive...but he didn't walk away, he wanted to avenge his precious Lucius.

And he couldn't Shut up either! Aroon had to say that I'll never have Garrick, so I took his body.

As for you Tacito, you useless shit, how lucky are you that you ended-up with a mate, and he's so obsessed with you too! Meanwhile I'm getting chased by Losers like Thorn."

"You don't deserve...love...And You're not... insanely in love... you're just insane...THAT'S IT!" Tacito said dropping the knife in defeat, As long as Fernando had a grip on his body, he would easily dodge any of his attempts to attack him.

"UGH STOP YELLING LIKE YOUR DAD! why did I even give birth to you? I can't believe I put myself in an Agonizing pain and hours of labor, just to deliver a disobedient disrespectful child to life."

"Kill me...and be done...with it... I'm begging you."

Fernando rolled his eyes, "Why the rush to die? wait, you got that from me! I can't blame your father this time...After all I'm the one who got all the gloom and doom in this family."

"MATAME POR FAVOR! (Just Kill Me Please)"

"Chill! Me olvidé de contarte!( I forgot to tell you)... how about we settle this down with a perfect agreement? I'm offering your freedom, forever!"

"You're... asking me for... something in return?"

"Yeah, I was going to grant you your freedom after you kill Yurei, sorry I didn't tell you about that part before.

But you have proven yourself to be failure again, even when I controlled your body myself."

"Just get to...the fucking point."

"This time, I won't ask you to kill someone, but rather to bring me someone."

"I don't like... the sound...of this."

"Oh you don't have to like it, you'll just do it this time!

I really hope that you bring me this target without any trouble, besides he did wrong you in a way, you can consider it as revenge." Fernando replied taking a seat on the couch, despite the horrible state it was in.

Glaring at Fernando, "if this is...one of my... friends... you can forget ...about it." Tacito said.

"Between you and me Taci, this whole bullshit would've not happened if you didn't take your car a week ago, and got yourself wrecked in a fucking accident!

You should be thankful I saved your fucking Life by giving you a new body! and now I am offering you your freedom, not every day I'd be this good of a mother!"

"I never asked...you... to save my...damn fucking life!"

"Hun, I tried so many times to kill you with my own hands, but I just couldn't bring myself to do it! I honestly believed that you died as collateral damage for that party, but here you are! you survived!

*mumbling* and to be quiet honest I'm happy you did make it." Fernando spoke looking away, he focused his eyes on a painting that hanged on the wall, it was a painting of rabbit.

"Cut the bullshit...what do you...want?"

"I want someone new to switch bodies with, preferably somebody who can handle dark magic... but not Aroon, I don't want anything to do with him, anymore."

"You...hinted... at someone...earlier."

"Aha Si! I think Jasper Valentino would be a good choice, Aroon mentored him right? I heard he makes glamours as well and he's a clever mage."

"You want the... most stupid choice... to be the...person to switch... bodies with?"

"Most Stupid choice, what do you mean?"

"Jasper is literally... the first person... that anyone will... notice that something... is wrong with...him... if you two... switch bodies, plus... he's Garrick's son...that should explain... itself by itself."

"Hmm, so who do you suggest?"

"No one."

"Oh c'mon son! your freedom is on the line here."

"Just...fucking...kill me."

sighting in defeat, " Fuuuck, seriously... fine then! if you want to die so bad, i know a way for you to die but it's quite Bloody." Fernando said reluctant.

"Tell me how."

"Okay, for those with a new body like yourself, you need to find someone with strong, pure light magic aura, and soak your knife in their blood and voila! stab yourself in a fatal area with it." Fernando explained, "However I warn you, don't try that with the person we have in mind." he added.

"You mean Garrick...I won't think...of using him."

"Precisely, I See your senses are sharp at least."

"Thank you..." Tacito said, Fernando's ears caught the words making him turn to face his red-eyes boy, "Why the fuck are you thanking me?! you really want to die?!"

"Yes."

Fernando Stood back at his feet, something within him finally broke, " Seriously taci, i know i am a piece of shit, BUT WHY IS IT SO FUCKING HARD FOR YOU TO LIVE YOUR LIFE!

I WENT THROUGH THE TROUBLE FOR A WHOLE WEEK TO GIVE YOU THIS BODY! DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT WAS TO PICK UP YOUR DEAD CORPSE AND MAKE SOMETHING OUT OF IT?!

I HAD TO WORK WITH YOUR MANGLED BODY! MY OWN KID!

I KEPT THINKING ABOUT THE TINY 5 YEARS OLD I RAISED AND WHY HE ENDED UP LIKE THAT?! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW I FELT?! DO YOU THINK I'M THAT HEARTLESS TACITO?!

I ONLY ASKED YOU TO GET RID OF YOUR MATE BECAUSE I WAS ANGRY YUREI WAS THE REASON YOU WERE IN THAT STATE!!

IF HE CARED ABOUT YOU ... IF HE ASKED YOU WHY YOU COULDN'T TELL HIM YOUR MOM WAS A FUCKING MURDERER LIKE A NORMAL LOVING MATE WOULD DO... I WOULDN'T HAVE RESORTED TO KILLING HIM!" he Screamed then crumbled to the floor crying.

"Once I die...you can stop...worrying about me.

You brought this...upon yourself so..." Tacito replied averting his eyes, "Once you finish...your crying charade... get the fuck... out of my... house...and if you...try to control...my body again...I won't forgive...you Fernando." he added walking away, leaving Fernando screaming and thrashing by himself on the floor.