Jesse is a 25-year-old guy and he is a romance writer. He has a deceiving look of a teenager so everyone he encountered mistakenly judges him as a young boy.

But...

There is something in Jesse that is not really right, even though he writes about a romance he cannot appreciate love. He has no idea what love is, he is just referring to a movie or other people's experiences.

One day his friend Matthew helped him to find where to publish his works.
But when they found one, it turns out to be a disastrous phenomenon for Jesse because his Editor is his 1st ever love, the man behind all his problems about love.

But does Jesse can still stand it and feel nothing? Or remember those feelings again?

I Meet My First

“What will I do now?” I ask myself. 


Actually, I really don’t know what to do really because Oliver is not letting me do my work. Well, I don’t need his permission if I want to work but … What the heck am I doing and I obeyed him. 


It’s scary to think that kind of thing but maybe I am really in love. Is this love? Can someone tell me what loves really is? 


All I know is flirting, does that count as love? 


I don’t know what I am thinking and doing this time but… Well, I can call Matthew to ask if that idiot will only be serious. 


Lucky him. He has a lover that he can treat that so-called love. 


I slam myself to the bed and closed my eyes. 


Maybe if I sleep these thoughts will vanish, I wish. 


I forgot to do something. I mean to eat something. I remembered that Oliver gave me a cheesecake right? 


First of Jesse XV