Jesse is a 25-year-old guy and he is a romance writer. He has a deceiving look of a teenager so everyone he encountered mistakenly judges him as a young boy.

But...

There is something in Jesse that is not really right, even though he writes about a romance he cannot appreciate love. He has no idea what love is, he is just referring to a movie or other people's experiences.

One day his friend Matthew helped him to find where to publish his works.
But when they found one, it turns out to be a disastrous phenomenon for Jesse because his Editor is his 1st ever love, the man behind all his problems about love.

But does Jesse can still stand it and feel nothing? Or remember those feelings again?

I Meet My First

We went outside because Oliver said it is good to talk about these matters outside. I agree and we went to a familiar place. The central park. 


It’s already evening that’s why there are almost no people outside. He led me to the bench near the fountain and we sat together. 


I am uncomfortable now that I know he already knows me plus he also said that he likes me. I am happy but I am still afraid of what will happen in the future. 


I cannot say a word or even take a glance at the person beside me and I am so quiet. 


“Hey, why so silent?” He asked me. 


I just look at him and I don’t know what kind of face I am making but I want to tell him I am embarrassed and uncomfortable at the same time. I am trying to make myself comfortable but I still can’t so I just stared at him and I saw him smile. 


“I am sorry for the sudden confession but I am just being honest with my feelings because I waited for almost a decade,” He said. 


First of Jesse XVIII